Healing myself

New sem started,
Even it's a long semester but i just have 3 subject,
It's too less for us,
One week just come for 2 days,
And need to continue in 4 months,
How bored it is....
So request to lecturer for add on one more subject,
If not it will be more like holiday and will let me more lazy and tiring...
Some more,
Left one more semester,
I will be graduate from diploma n start training.....

Self make custard pudding this afternoon,
No need oven also success,
Especially the caramel,
The first try failed but second challenge done well!!!!
Haha...
Long time didn't make dessert,
This was the first time after F5 graduated,
Hmmm.... I still wan to make chocolate dessert....
And then cookies, pancake, donuts...
Any simple ingredients n receipts i also can try....
Hahaha!!!

Get stuck in my life,
Start don't want to communicate,
At First was thought lazy,
But not...
While I'm facing my friends,
My smile let me feel fake,
Like forcing myself to face them....
Don wan to smile but I did....
Fortunately my one week holiday no car to use,
So I no need to go out and just stay at home,
Just need a place to heal,
I'm tiring.

Get lost.
Pls let me cry once time.