2015

又是倒数的时刻，迎接新的2015年，
我经历了很多以前不曾经历的事，
为我的生活 记忆 增添很多感情 人 事 物，
为我的故事变得更加不平凡，
不论我们的第一次火锅聚会，爬山，宿舍，
做工，考试，打针，上课，半夜谈心/性？，
甚至到了冷漠的地步，我逐一体验过，
再来就是驾车到处去，迷路的时候迷路，
没有导航真的很不方便啊....

想要快快忘记2014年，但也很舍不得，太多美好的记忆了，
呵呵，虽然伤心的记忆让我最印象深刻，也让我痛彻心扉，
可是一想起开心的事情时，还是保留好了....
今年是很特别的一年，给了我很多新体验，
我很开心有这些朋友，虽然最近出了问题，
但我还是很欣慰，自己结交了你们....

当然还有我那群中学起的死党，
那个叶每天找喝茶，谈恋情，
至于那个河马，我只是希望你能快点学会驾车，
这是我2015年的新年愿望，哈哈哈哈哈哈
看我多好人啊，愿望其一给了你耶.....

就是这样，
各位新年 快乐...
Happy New Year!!!! 

很久没见

嗯....有多久没见了？最后一次见面是几时我都忘了....、

很难得昨天晚上能约到诗婷还有慧思，至于那个失灵不用说都知道会有他在，哈哈，

原本在出发前有想过要放飞机了，

因为妈咪看起来有点不行，再来就是晚上没人去看公公，

有点担心，但是我还是选择了出去，因为很久没见了....

看到他们还真的是想要回到以前，

对我来说F5是最开心的，因为我那时候是最傻的，虽然现在也是，呵呵....

昨天又去吃了火锅还有烧烤二合一，

今年内吃了很多次呢，跟这种二合一或则是火锅特别投缘？

嗯，再说我好像也是因为一餐火锅跟学院朋友混熟的.....

呵呵，比起吃，诗婷他们比较在意的是第二轮，

我是第一次去BEER FACTORY，虽然不是不喜欢那里，

但是我是不会再有想说去第二次的想法，在那里觉得有点不自在，

给我的话，要喝酒聊天的地方就是在家里，

因为喝醉了就能倒地就睡，也不用那么拘束，

不过这只是我的喜好啦，而且我也希望跟朋友去旅行的期间有这样的活动，

不是希望而是非常的期待，我也希望自己能醉上一次，

不过我真的是很难醉，最多就是想睡觉而已，还蛮顽强的我...自夸中

这次见了诗婷，他一直问的问题就是，有没有艳遇，

我真的是很不想回答这个问题，因为对我来说那不是艳遇....

我们玩真心话大冒险，诗婷就说为什么一直没问题问，

嗯....我也严重怀疑自己为什么会对这些事毫无好奇心，

根本想不到要问什么，我知道我以前就是这样，可是没想到还是一样没变...

圣诞节都过了几天了，

我还是第一次从朋友手里收到圣诞礼物，

近几年我都有送礼物给我家人，但是朋友的话我没送过，

不是没想过，只是一想到要送给朋友的时候，就会想很久，

我不是很会选礼物，每次一想要送礼物我都会想很久很久很久，

到最后我都没送成，然后就这样让我耿耿于怀，每年都是一样....

我很开心收到圣诞礼物，

除了生日以外我最喜欢的节日，圣诞节，

今年圣诞节不如意不开心，希望明年能很开心地度过，

那个草帽虽然大了点，但是很好看，哈哈，谢啦....

我没有不奢望过会有那么一个人会倾心的喜欢我，

小说 漫画 看多了多少都会有影响的，所以也向往着那么梦幻的事情，

我觉得是没可能，不过没可能太多次了，

最后还是以梦醒了的结局来收场...

是觉得没可能我会永远独自一人生活，因为我喜欢说话，

也很粘人，我不喜欢照顾人，可是却一直有人要我照顾，

我很喜欢被朋友带着走，而不是我带着他逛街，

不喜欢做决定，因为很累，在家也是一样，希望有人会决定一切来让我好不必思考，

老实说，我现在还没完全遇到一个会让我完全放开的人，

就算是失灵也是，因为相处方式改变不了嘛，习惯就是习惯

有时候我自己也搞不清自己，我要什么连自己也不清楚，

每件事情都是靠感觉来做决定的.....

照顾人没什么不好啦，只是因为这项任务持续了19年，

作为 姐姐 的工作，有时也会累的，我也不是那么的自立，

每个人都说我独立的时候我会更累，

我也想要像我表妹那样向人 爹 一下，我不是不能得，

只是没有适合的人选给我去实行这项任务而已... 呵呵

被朋友搭肩，挽手臂，头靠在肩上，时常的事，

嗯，这些动作我都没做过咧....有点想要试看看的冲动！

BLA BLA BLA......

又写了很长，总觉得有点像是语无伦次...

就是这样...晚安了。

告白

其实那么多次都是同一个结果，
感觉也快要麻木了，
只是这一次麻醉药打得太弱，
我才会不堪一击.....
虽然有种逃避的感觉，
但是在最后给到自己觉得的是 并不是喜欢，
而是在一起很开心的感觉而已，
把喜欢换为相处时很开心的说法，
是逃避了，不过这个答案让我觉得很好，
最近也有好转了，
只是你逃避不跟我沟通是让我很痛苦，
也让我很累，
我不希望最后的结局是以这样来结束....

看你过得比我还逍遥自在，
让我觉得很不甘心，
我还是会忍不住去按下你朋友给你的留言，
也让我自己感觉自己多好笑，
以前我会多手去写你几句，现在我一句都无法介入，
因为我们的线断了，无法接回，
我也无法像以前那样以那种思维来跟你联络...

那天晚上你问我，
你有没有喜欢我？
我知道你第六感很好，
而且什么都给你说对，让我感到很害怕，
所以我想了很久，
我才回复你，怎么可能啊，
这几个字打出后，
想收回来的思想千遍一律反复着，
我怕我说出口一切都将会破灭，
但是我错了，
我当时应该确切的告诉你，
而不是选择隐瞒，
因为隐瞒，周围的空气都变了，
就算没有如果，我还是想说，
如果那天晚上我够勇敢，
换来的结局一定跟现在不一样......

某天我看见有人写说，
如果有个人一早醒来就看手机，
跟你说早安，那就说明，
那个人很在意你....
我非常记得，
那天晚上你特意跑来我这里，
结果见上一面就回去了，
你竟然告诉我，见了我后很开心，
就算只有一下子，也很开心，
现在想回去，
我还是可以感受到当时的愉悦心情，
我也因为你突然说要来开心到一直在笑，
那个叶也对你印象深刻，
真不该给他看见.....

其实那也算是一段恋爱吧，
但是时间只维持了两个星期，
你给了我一个叫你名字以外的称呼，
给了我每天一整天的时间，
给了我每天都在傻笑的两个星期，
给了我在当时以为会实现的约定，
给了我每天都想精神满满的迎接明天，
给了我只有你给我的关怀......
但是你也给了我空空如也的约定，
给了我一个没有可能的虚拟世界，
给了我很快乐也很苦的回忆...
开始是很甜蜜快乐，
但这份快乐，谁能来永久维持，
我真的就不懂了.....

每次一想起那两个星期，
就很想要把那段时间给抹杀掉，
就连电脑里面也留有你的可恶痕迹，
看见我可爱的兔子娃娃 乐乐 也有点心有不甘，
还有那个洗发水也是，
真的是理了比不理还乱....

学院朋友时常都很好奇，
我到底喜欢的类型是怎样的，
结果你也一语击中，
就是看情况，也就是说感觉对了就对了，
不会刻意去选择之类的，
我都是钝下钝下，后知后觉多了，
也就真的变迟钝了......

好了，
我已经整理好，
不过既然我写了出来也就是想要丢掉了，
现在就是找那三个人算账了，
全都给我结束掉！

甜食

我脑中每天都在盘旋着甜甜的食物，
看到蛋糕就很想吃，
但是看到主食就算了，
我今天的晚餐，
看到我最爱吃的白鸡饭我都没食欲，
把档口看了一个遍，
什么都不想吃.....

我真的是天天往医院跑，
除了今天，嗯，
明天应该也不必去，
但是我妈就要天天去，
真是郁闷....

过多一个星期又要开课了，
好闷，好闷，好闷，好闷啊啊啊，
昨天那个叶突然要找我出去喝茶，
说很烦，
其实我也是有点烦，
再来心情又好不到哪里去，
没什么心思说要去哪里，
我看我昨天是唯一一天，
看到他，我不会去顶他嘴的一天，
奇迹啊....

前天晚上哭了，
我竟然哭的出来，
我会因为委屈而哭，
也会因为看到电影感动的一幕而哭，
或则是笑到哭，
但我就是很少为自己的情绪哭，
不过，哭的出来也好，
没那么郁闷是真的了，
时间会淡化掉很多事的.....

圣诞

想要个有圣诞气息的圣诞节，
好闷，
在家里对着电脑，
对着电视，对着手机，
弟弟又当死尸，
妈咪又在看书，
无聊爆了......

Instagram 全都是一堆merry Christmas，
好无聊，
在家喷嚏停不了，
天气太冷了......
下午跟弟弟要礼物，
竟然跟我说让他去房间找给我，
切，
不买给我就算了，
枉费我每年都买给他，
除了今年....

连续去了两天的医院，
很怕，我很怕去那里，
每次在医院都很难过，
消毒药水的味道也是，
但还好我鼻子塞了，
今天闻不到，
希望公公快点好起来....

圣诞节快乐
Merry Christmas 💕

差劲的冬至

你可以说我 无情，
也可以说我 无意，
没关系，
反正我都是这样，
当我不想理的时候，
没心情的时候，
我就不理，
也懒得去理....

我发觉失去是我每年必做的事情，
去年失去的是亲属，
今年失去的是朋友，
虽然我可以再认识新朋友，
可是你这样的朋友只有一个....

冬至什么的，
今年最差了，
竟然连我的布丁都给我弄苦了，
完全失败。

「你之所以幸福，是因为你爱的人不是 我。」

Peace

家里，
无论今年还是去年，
都一样，
我唯一不希望一样的就是失去，
我希望一切安好，
没事就好。

Healing myself

New sem started,
Even it's a long semester but i just have 3 subject,
It's too less for us,
One week just come for 2 days,
And need to continue in 4 months,
How bored it is....
So request to lecturer for add on one more subject,
If not it will be more like holiday and will let me more lazy and tiring...
Some more,
Left one more semester,
I will be graduate from diploma n start training.....

Self make custard pudding this afternoon,
No need oven also success,
Especially the caramel,
The first try failed but second challenge done well!!!!
Haha...
Long time didn't make dessert,
This was the first time after F5 graduated,
Hmmm.... I still wan to make chocolate dessert....
And then cookies, pancake, donuts...
Any simple ingredients n receipts i also can try....
Hahaha!!!

Get stuck in my life,
Start don't want to communicate,
At First was thought lazy,
But not...
While I'm facing my friends,
My smile let me feel fake,
Like forcing myself to face them....
Don wan to smile but I did....
Fortunately my one week holiday no car to use,
So I no need to go out and just stay at home,
Just need a place to heal,
I'm tiring.

Get lost.
Pls let me cry once time. 

6/12/2014

星期六，

我的超级重要的日子，

不只是data exp，去那个书展找人，买礼物，还是考试的日子，，

温习了那么久为的就是这天，

结果考卷一发，

整班人都傻了，因为跟我们温习的都不同，

煎熬的三个小时过去了，

出到来的当然是我们疲惫的身躯，

我还为了一个人特地跑去klcc买礼物，

背着那本重到半死的课本，

带着肚子痛，头痛，独自一人去....

我还告诉自己，

如果张力健不喜欢，我就把他的皮给扒掉！！！

不过也还好，他喜欢得不得了，

他也答应了我的要求，呵呵，

我很开心，还笑了整晚！（傻子一个）

然后当天晚上还跑去BIG BAD WOLD找那个失灵，

很抱歉的，我们看到你的supervisor发神经的那一幕，

我也跟叶在后面帮你骂回他了，呵呵，

不过这个书展还真的是多人，车都多过人，

就算已经11 12 点了还是一样多车，吓到我了！

嗯...其实我最近的生活没什么好说的，

最开心的就是每次跟朋友在一起咯，

这两个月里我时常遇到朋友，

再来就是常跟叶他们出去喝茶，

还有就是昨天晚上有人答应了我的要求，

让我顿时从不开心变得非常开心，

也竟然有人问我，

我跟他有没有可能，

如果是以前就可能有吧，呵呵，不懂，

反正现在是没可能了。

开心么?

秘密嘛,其实也没有什么秘密可言了,
伤心嘛,都已经麻木了,
至于要忘掉,还是有点难.....
昨天看回那两个星期我们的信息,
我的嘴角会自己上扬,很逗,
可是现在已经没有机会了,
就算看回去,还是感觉得到当时的心情.....

星期六的夜晚,
跟朋友去吃火锅还有烧烤,
第二轮就把那个死人头叶给找来喝茶,
我们的目的地还是一样,小星星,
跟叶来了3次了,连续两次都是同样的位置,
这次也是,彻底无言了,每次都是灯光问题啊...
每次都是跟叶来,这次还有失灵跟玮幸,
四个人跟两个人果然不同啊,哈哈,声音都比较多,
也来了场 真心话大冒险,
连续三四次都是转到我,我的妈丫,
不过最逗的还是玮幸啊!!!!!!!

今天是很开心,但也让我想起了一些事,
是很开心的往事,说了是往事,
有时候往往就是想要倒带回去那个时刻,
而我,最想要回的,就是中学Form 5那年.....
我果然,
对一些事物,
还是迟钝过人....
给他说对了,
我都是钝钝的.....

自己出问题了

隔了一个多月，
现在就来一篇吧....
不是没写啦，而是选择了私人日记，
最近发生了太多事情，
不能在这里太露骨，哈哈....
新学期开始后一直到现在，
我的心情转换真的是有点够力反复，
开心  伤心 失望，
这个阶段让我变得有点不同，
心情上都变了，
我希望让我的朋友们觉得我还是我，
对于我来说还是有点困难.....
有时候宁愿让自己的疯癫来掩盖我的情绪，
他们都说我crazy，刚好啊，哈哈

这俩个月里看了两种我不会进戏院看的戏，
Annabelle还有Love,Rosie，
鬼戏跟爱情剧，
Love,Rosie就真的是完全好看啊，
爱上这套电影，
两个相爱的人往往就是一直错过爱的机会，
我看到都辛苦啊，
不过编剧很好啦，给了观众一个很好的结局，
不然我就要砸电影院了，哈哈

Deepavali几天假期，
我也去了泰国，顺道还去了檳城跟Sepateng，
在泰国就完全疯狂购物，哈哈，
还有就是吃吃吃，一路吃着去啊，
不过我的假期，我的旅程也没忘了assignment，
第一次带着电脑旅行，
还留夜赶功课，完全破例，
疲惫的旅程，
不过很好的经历，哈哈
在人生地不熟的泰国，
沟通还是有点问题，他们也会用华语啦，
不过有些还是会用福建话，
我完全tia bo，哈哈，不明白啊，
我一直用猜的来知道对方在说什么，伤脑筋....
而我在泰国最爱去的地方就是7-11，
零食的天堂，什么都有，朋友的伴手礼解决完毕，哈哈

现在我又变回了逃离课室的状况了，
不想看见一些人一些事，
不然我会很痛苦，虽然没有开学时候的痛，
但有时候还是会隐隐作痛，
脑袋努力免疫了，加油中....
也要谢谢当时察觉到我的两个朋友，
没有你们两个来打救我，我现在已经不懂颓废到哪里去了....
夜夜哭泣的我为的就是想要发泄自己的情绪，
越要哭就是越哭不出来，
哎....一切都过去了.....
朋友还很紧张怕我什么事都不说，
我嘴巴封得很紧啊，哈哈
还怕我会去做什么傻事，我有那么多的一百个伤心，
我都不会去做些伤害家人跟朋友的事情，放心好了.....

天天傻笑才是我啊！
我要快点康复，
再当个开心的我！

A few week ago

Well,, Long time didn't upload any post,,

No point,, Im busying with my final exam few weeks ago,,

For myself to have enough sleep for exam,,

I went to hostel again for disturb my friend and study,,haha...

At the last day,, I didn't sleep at all,, 

Just memorize what i can be,, 

Friends all go on 1 / half an hour sleep,,

Me keep fighting,, 

So after i back to hostel,, 

I shower and sleep like a pig,, Totally die....

That night,, 

Six girls decide to watch a movie " CAFE . LOVE . WAITING ",, 

I thought that it was a bored Love Story, But its not,, 

Very interesting and touching,, 

Totally love this story very much,,

Especially the 阿托学长,, He very cute,, 

But others like the remain two,, Is ok,, 

Taste different,, Mean Special.....haha.....

Sunday and also Monday night,,

Mid Autumn Festival celebration with cousins and also nephew,,

Have a great party those two nights,,
Enjoy ah....

Thursday went to The Mines watched " The Maze Runner ",,

Its adorable,,

Love the Thomas character deep deep,, haha.....

Quite Handsome.....

Have to say sorry to ah yi,,

Scared u many times,,

No points, The movie sometime very scary ah......TT

Shhhh,,

That's a secret between me n u....

haha....

Act like a XXX.....on LINE??

Well.....fantastic.....

Our act r super duper amazing...haha...

No wrong ah...

Can be an actor in future...!!!

We r playful n i know it......
Keep going....!!!!haha.....
My holiday won't be bored at all.....
I will keep loving u...hahaha....

Well,,
My holiday pass one week,,
One week more for me to rest,,
How fast the time past,,
While my sem break finish,,
Then is time to face my result,,
Damn it......
Sem 3 exam not that good i think.....
Tension!!!!!

空

心情不好....
跟圆圆谈了等于没谈那样,,
朋友说我变了,,
可是变了个什么样?
我不懂...
我知道最近自己有改变了,,
只是不懂自己在别人眼里是如何....
不喜欢这样想,,
因为想了会让我一直放不下,,
不喜欢迎和别人的喜好来辛苦自己,,
可是我的动作却不听我的脑袋使唤....
很多时候就是讨厌自己会这样,,
想想想,,
整天在担心,,
怕这个做了会这样,,
怕那个做了会那样,,
想到我宁願让自己的脑袋放空,,
除了听歌就是听歌,,
最近搭火车都在恍神....
都不懂自己在干嘛了....

旅行想了很久都还没去成,,
是想自己去,,
却又不想.....
我已经不懂自己要什么....
也不懂最近自己在做些什么...
感觉一下被抽走了很多东西....
听歌专听那些很伤心的歌....
听了又听....
很奇怪....

老夫妻???

不哭了,,不哭了.....
最近一直听这首歌,,
听到都记得歌词了,,
朋友都听到问我是不是失恋了,,
哈哈,,
我不懂,,
就是很想听这首歌,,
快疯了.....

圆圆他们最近很爱找我出去,,
连NSK也想一起去,,
结果约不成买菜,,
约去喝茶,,
我随便扫个湾,,
全部都大惊小怪,,
呵呵...我驾惯了的路没问题的....
Vanessa更好笑,,
可能坐惯了圆圆的车,,
哈哈....真的很搞笑....

我只能说,,
为什么我们两个最候变到要去结婚之类的,,
还特地叫我上车听什么 小夫妻 的歌?
Mo sa sa的上车听你们唱,,
最候才知道你们搞什么,,
还kim 公 kim 婆,,
我真的是给你们玩死,,
可怜的圆圆,,
跟他们一堆生活在一个屋檐下,,
我会帮你加油打气滴......
也庆幸自己不在里面,,
不然我们两个就要天天抱着睡觉了......
有同样嗜好,,习惯,,想法,,
固然是件好事,,
可是最候变成这样老夫老妻的模样,,
我还真的,,
快要傻去了.....

好啦,,
病了那么多天,,
鼻涕还是流,,
头还是痛,,
还在咳嗽,,
我真的不懂身体几时会好....
唉....希望可以挺过考试啦.....TT...

Health, Weird

Throwback Thursday,,

Bring mum went to body check,,

After I started my work,,

She was not feeling well,,

Well,,

After the check,,

Her blood pressure was too high,,

I think is increasing,,

I thought her many time,,

Go check,, Don't want,,

At last get this result back to us....

Thursday also bring her to see dentist,,

She go cabut gigi,,

I go ask for ikat gigi,,

But it just until 17 years old,,

Im over ady,,

But the dentist also thought me no need to do it,,

My teeth are normal,,

So I just went to check and she suddenly help me to wash my teeth,,

My mind just ' oh shit ',

The sound was too sharp and the feeling like....dunno how to explain...

Geli daooo.....

Friday night,,
Whatsapps with CT,,
Both of us decide to make wantan,,
Bcos two of us sick but cant eat,,
So,,
We r planning to cook it,,
I go ask Pinky,,
But she was too playful that night,,
One hour we chat,,
She just playing nope is bullying......
She is weird start from Thursday,,
I told her,,
I need to buy ingredients,,
And she decide to go with me,,
What a weird kid.....
Thursday also,,
Something happen maybe....haha...
She told me before,,
If she is a boy,,
Then both of us now ady are couple,,
I ask why,, then she reply back,,
Bcos both of us got a lot habits n interests are same....
Even horoscope also same...
So I just,, ' Alright... ' Haha....
It's true la,,
But luckily not...hiak hiak....><"

The day Im working,,
Tuesday that day,,
Hippo got came,,
So sorry to her,,
Waiting me opposite my counter,,
And just can looking at me,,
I also want to break with her de,,
But too many ppl,,
I can't left early,,
So sorry.....
After she left almost 10 min I just can break,,
Why so funny ah....
While working then meet someone u know,,
The moment was very happy,,
Haha...
Suddenly make me got energy....not that bored....

Im a patient now,,

Troat pain,, flu,, headache,, coughing....

Sickkk....

Pls fast let me get well....

I want to start my revision ady!!!!

IATA Consultant Exam is coming too....

Damn rush....

Stupid de....

My Life, My Passion

饥饿30 过候就是bookfest....
做了11天的书展,
说不累是假的,
我的脚站到疼,
晚上睡觉还会抽筋,
但是,
也让我认识了很多朋友,
见识了很多不同的地球人,
虽然一开始会抱怨,
可是到最候各奔东西时,
真的很不舍,
10多天以来互相配合的默契,
没有customer的时候乱唱歌,讲话,
互相提对方sale书签,
一起吃break......
第一次做fair做到那么开心....haha...
可是我们的head很吝啬...hiak hiak...

星期一早上正式的放工,
回家的时间是早上7点,
做通宵嘛....
回到宿舍,
洗澡,睡觉,
一直睡到下午1点才起床出去吃东西,
Sukiya.....Pavilion.....
我们去做肉食动物,
去吃肉,
我一个人吃了将近9盘的牛肉,
我真的是饿了,
圆圆却吃了将近10盘以上,
真是恐怖,
我们两个是全场的恐怖分子.....

其实彩婷叫我去看下医生,
因为我在工作期间简直是只吃一包牛奶跟一包双峰塔,
而且完全没有饿的感觉,
看医生的目的就是想check下我有没有厌食症....
炸到....

告诉朋友,
我觉得自己一打完工就会生病,
少喝水,
结果真的病了,
唉....

在这两个月里,
跟他们待在宿舍久了,
就发现了很多事,
最恐怖的事情就是我跟圆圆两个人,
在一堆菜里面竟然可以选出一样的,
吃面也是,
喜欢的东西也很像,
就连习惯也是,
我的天,
我们两个人都傻去了,
还在研究我们两个还有什么相似的,
.......
昨天用了RM600来买了一只,
一见钟情的手表,
原本是想说自己一个人去KLCC逛,
然候再去学校的,
结果圆圆知道了就突然约我去Mid Valley,
因为他想看鞋子再怂恿我去买手表,
结果就这样,
讲下讲下就买了,
真的是有够 衰 的朋友.....
去到班上,
他们看见我们两个人一起到的反应真的是好笑....
彩婷就时常说我们两个老夫老妻,
全都是我们两个自作自受....唉....算了....

这个星期里面,
总共有4个女生拥有了Baby-G,
星期一开始到星期四,
各占据了一天,
不过有一个人就在昨天晚上大手笔买了一架电话,
哈哈....跟我的手表同天生日啊.....
恭喜啦....

忘记了也还要恭喜自己一下,
就是IATA考试得到了DISTINCTION!!!!
Yayyy!!!! Congratulations to myself!!!!!

好啦,
就这样,
终于回到原始的生活,
我要在家修身养病了,
哈哈....

Stay Free

Well well well....
This week im totally free,
Nothing to do and just looking on to the tv,
My time,
Other than fetch my bro dismiss class,
Then is just stay at house,
Watch mv....
I cant believe that next week will be my busy week,
Working at popular book fair,
And stay at their hostel over one week?!!!

Ok...
This Friday will meet CT and Ah Yi at Kajang station....
Because I have no transport to their hostel,
So I should do this way,
Haha....
Then go 打机....
打Ah Yi的wangan机.....
Also shopping with CT.....
Ermm....I think so....
Whatever la...
I'm with them then just no need to worry my transport,
Haha....
Im always want to thank u Ah Yi to be our driver...
Hiak hiak....
Thank u o....><

Participation

Went to grandparents house yesterday,
Long time didn't visit them ady....
Ermm....even just a few weeks, haha...

Well,
My whole afternoon just watched variety show,
"Jessica&Krystal",
Using my new tv to watch it,
But,
Now my head is painful and faint,
The color is too sharp and too bright...

At night,
After my dinner,
Went to aunty house for shopping,
Haha...
Skin care shopping,
Bring back a lot mask,
And also thanks for her presents,
The 招财猫 tshirt is very reminds me about 圆圆.....
Haha....

Friday will see my friends again,
We r looking for the Famine 30 camp,
Lets fight for hunger,
I think I can tahan 30 hours for not eating anything but just drinking,
Yup....
I can de.....

Erm....actually hippo got entry tickets for the final of 新秀,
But sorry,
I cant go,
19th im hungry ing....haha...
I really want to go with u la...but o....
It's my 1st time of Famine 30,
I have to go....and try it....
It is my wish from the past,
Hehe....
Sola lo.....

凌晨 3 点钟

14.7.2014, 早上3点.....
比赛开始之前,
告诉圆圆我要看球赛,
但是担心自己爬不起来,
她很好心的告诉我,
我会打给你,
结果一通电话都没进来....
我睡到5.50a.m.才起来,
起来时第一件事情就是骂,
死人头圆圆,没打来,
我立刻弹起来开灯,开门,开电视,
看的竟然是一堆人在哭跟亲来亲去,
看了半天都不知道谁赢,
到最后,成绩我是看了面书才知道,
答案一看了,开心,
倒头继续睡....
圆圆把我忘了,
没关系,下午的课如果放我飞机他就死定,
很好,
我到达课室就打了通电话给他,
结果告诉我没来,我管他3 7 21,
立马盖电话,我是真的火了,
呵呵....我还誓言要把他的骨头弄成两半,
后来的他现身了,很好啊,
骗我,我知道我这个人很好骗,
你就不能对我稍为好点,不骗我?
死嘢......
一过来就先下手为强,
刷你妹妹的卡?!!!!
活得不耐烦了啊??
你不要给天坐我驾的车,
到时候你就惨了.....

今天放学也是,
LRT好像不能function那样,
车站多人到连楼梯都挤满人,
Jin Yee还说好像看演唱会那样,
就算是EXO的都没那么恐怖,
好吧.....我就延迟回家,
跟她两个人去买点东西,
结果回到车站也是一个样,
没办法了,
只好找阿爸求救,
还好今天他提早放工,
不然我就惨了....
Jin Yee就是圆圆载去车站的,
他打电话去向他们求救,哈哈,
还好圆圆原意去救他,
不然我就算不会路,
也要去他家把他揪出来打个够,刷卡刷过瘾,
...........
好吧,
今天再加多一个结论,
那就是,
我是一只熊猫,Panda....
就这样....
An Nyeong....><

12.7.2014

昨天是个很开心的日子哦....
哈哈.....
在Setia Walk，
朋友帮我跟uncle庆祝生日，
哈哈，
虽然你们要给予我的惊喜失败了，
但是在看穿你们的那瞬间，
我很开心，
你们就多多少少开心回吧，
因为寿星女很开心，
所以你们也该开心，
呃.....你们应该想说“有这道理吗？”哈哈....
也感谢那两位跑上跑下买蛋糕的人类，
哈哈....辛苦了哦...

礼物很用心，
我“看”的出来哦....
Rilakkuma的书签就够力有心思了，
哎哟....辛苦你了hippo.....哈哈....
但是重点是那份礼物.....
印有SeHun oppa名字的衣服，
我看到真的是疯了.....
应该说是完全的疯了!!!!!!
Alright......
冷静的时间到了，
呼吸呼吸....哇哈哈哈哈....

今年的生日记忆真的非常宝贵，
Ah Yi他们特地跑上我家的提早庆祝，
Hippo他们给我的好笑惊喜，
.........
你们这群朋友真的是难能可贵，
我希望能拥有你们到老，
哈哈，
没别的意思，
就是想要一群友谊永固的朋友，
不再希望像是小学时候的虚幻的承诺，
而是希望能拥有一场无需承诺却能永固的友谊....

今天家里引进了一堆新电器，
电视一部，小型音响一部，
10多年以来，
第一次把旧电视给换了，
变成了48寸的大电视，
我们看的第一部电影是GOZILLA....
就这样，
AN NYEONG....
^^

19岁的前夕

昨天晚上有一堆人瞒着我,
偷偷跑来了我家,
Joey, Ah Yi, Cai Teng, 还有Vanessa....
真的是吓到我,
都觉得很奇怪的啦,
为什么彩婷会问我在家里的哪里,
哈哈....
虽然之前就有想到你们会来,
不过又以为星期六了,
你们会回家,
万万没想到你们真的杀上我家来了....
上次是Ah Yi,
现在就轮到我....
呵呵....很开心....
你们还特地从Setapak过来,
蛋糕礼物都有....
我没奢望过什么,
生日快乐一句我就很开心....
而且最近你们开销又很大,
我都很担心你们了....

Jin Yee也是一个,
跟你一起回搭lrt的时候,
每次跟你开玩笑说买个scarf给我,
因为你之前的玩笑嘛....所以每次经过都跟你玩咯...
没有想到你真的是买了,
哎哟.....
也谢谢你弄的那张EXO的生日卡,
很可爱啊....

虽然我们这群人认识了不到一年,
可是就好像一起疯了很久的感觉.....
哈哈.....还每次都拉我去你们的宿舍....
我都要变成你们宿舍的一分子了.....
在未来的几个星期我都还要去打扰.....

明天也是约了紫婷他们去Setia Walk走走,
吃东西聊天,
很久没见他们了,
都不知道最近怎么了....
明天可以叙旧,哈哈....

结论,
我很开心,
也很谢谢你们的礼物,
今年的生日我永远都会记得,
真的是surprise到.....
也谢谢Ah Yi送我这个不舒服的人回家...
让我不必搭车....haha...

Overnight

Wednesday night......
It was a long night for me,,
And also an unforgettable night,, haha...
11 smthg at night,,
Joey they came to my house for their assignments,,
But they lost,,
Even Ah Yi she got GPS,,
They still lost, I wait them at block A,
Almost 30 min? I sweat....
Finally they reach,,
So worry about them....
They visit my house,
And said my house got a bit like Japanese,
Also said that got Feel of House......
Ermmm.....thanks for u all praise...haha...
We finished at 4 smthg midnight....
Then I follow them back to hostel,
So I can slept for more time,
No need rushed for LRT......

Luckily I can done all assignments on time,,
Even the accounting,,
Group assignment,,
With Ah Yi,,
Also success......
We r the most lazy and slow group out of six,,
But still can finished....
It was like a miracle.....haha....
Hope next sem partner also is u la....
♡

中毒

完全对 dong ci dong ci 的音乐中毒，
Bass 很好听，
每 dong 一次我就醒了，
这种类型的歌是AH YI教的，
每次上他的车就会开Bluetooth，
然后音乐就跑出来了，
一开始的不习惯最后变到很平常，
在最后喜欢听，
短短几个月而已，
然后这种歌的 pattern 就是点头，
星期日晚上去看球赛，
我坐他旁边，
突然间 dong ci dong ci 出来，
我点头他就笑我，
说我中毒不轻，
哎....还不是你害的，
Monday晚上直接拿他的S4 send歌给我，
在家也要点头了，
哈哈....
这几天在他们那里过夜，
很开心啦，尤其是AH YI的生日那天，
我还是第一次那么夜去打扰人，
哈哈.....
你说预感到的时候很想打你，
我们从KL下Kajang去找你，
你还说预感，
死嘢......
礼物也是.....

不过天天都是晚上出动，
我的黑眼圈都要跑出来了....

完成2份Assignments后的文章，
还有四份，
明天继续加油!!!!!!!!!!

不希望是陌生人....

让我个人认定为 好朋友 的时候,,
我对他会翻白眼,时而的讽刺,刁难,欺负,打....
哈哈...很像虐待....
有时候还会敷衍了事,
其实我一点都不敷衍的哦,
因为我已经把话给听进去了,
讽刺之类的都是好玩....
能让我做上这些举动的人很少,
因为我怕会因为我的种种举动而误会我,
不熟嘛....
好朋友的话,
联络方面我也会有点随便,
随便是在于沟通的对白,
不用想太多就随口/手而出,
说白了就是无需思考......

如果是在朋友的阶段,
我不会有敷衍了事的情况,
可是会有把话听不进去的状况发生,
看起来在听,但并不是在聆听,
而是随意......
沟通的对白都要再三思考,
以免把话给说错了.....

有些人可能觉得我会有点幼稚,
没想法,呆傻,迟钝,
是没错啦,
这些都是我, 但却是我用来伪装自己的道具,
呵呵.....上面的形容词都是从朋友口中听来的...
不喜欢自己原型蔽露,
因该庆幸自己把自己演得很好......

其实我很想对一个人发脾气,
很想问问看为什么,
每次想到这个人就有一种闷气,
自从上次那次之候我就完全郁闷了,
当我鼓起我最大的勇气去邀约的时候,
给我的反响就是这个样....
想多了就想哭,却哭不出来.....
算了,
小孩们的翅膀都张硬了,
该离开的就该离开,
何必徘徊于过往?
可能想倒退的人是我,
我把我的世界给盖了一层薄纱,
始终不想面对,
因为回忆太过于美好?
呵呵.....是很美好,
因为是我目前为止最开心的时间.....

Hurt

Anything not going to success,
I need a genius to repair my tab,
It made me crazy n moody,
What the hell stupid tab u r?!!
Better dont be a tab just be a rubbish!!!!!
Wifi always cant connect,
Don't know what's the reason to use it,
Stupid thing!!!!

Today play with pinky but hurt myself,
Next time I wont ady,
It's painful.....
自作自受...
So bad....

There r six Assignments waiting me to done it,
Crazy loooo........
After the IATA exam all enemy came out,
Revenge???
Because ignore u all???
Sorry lo...TT
Assignments I'm totally coming....

Yesterday Joey asked me,
Why not wear lens to school,
And she told me,
She havent saw me without spect to school...
Haha....if got any special case I will wear it one....
But,, IF!!!!
Haha....

That's all for today...♡

Hello JUNE

It's June now...
Today is 11th June 2014,,
Is a happy day,,
Bcos Joey said had to 6 ppl watched that movie together,,
So....I had no choice,,
Contracted not a nice movie,,
It will had a feel that u want to vomit,,
They all know I can't watched ghost movie or some kinds movie like that....
But,, I had been kidnapped by them....
SOS!!!!

In June,,
I had finished 3 types of movie,,
Xmen, Maleficent, and Contracted....
The best is Maleficent....
I love 巫婆......♡
Haha....
Besides,,
I also finished my IATA foundation part exam,,
Happy!!!! N now is waiting for the result!!!!

Hahaha.....
Finally u also feel it,,
I ady have this kind of feeling long time ago,
But is ok now,
I had open my mind,
Unluckily is urs turn....
I'm very appreciated that day what my mum told me,
'In new places, u make new friends, looks happy.'
Is true,
I really dislike my college classmate at first,,
But now all r like gila.....
Hahaha......
And my 'first' had been given to them....
...Shy...

Fighting!!!!!

Opppssiieeee......
Tomorrow is the day!!!!!!
IATA Foundation exam!!!!!
OMG!!!!!
Controlling my mind don't be panic!!!!!!
TT
Worry can't get distinction!!!!!
Worry can't pass!!!!!!
Worry I will Fail!!!!!!!!

Hope the exam will come out like sir told us,,
Please!!!!!!!!!
TT
Oh No!!!!! Pls let me.....
Cool down.............

My last wish before the exam.....
Take the correct air fare for the first two question,,
Find out those correct answer for GK question,,
Don't miss any answer for GDS question,,
And......DON'T BE CARELESS!!!!!!!

Be FRESH start from now.....
An Nyeong.....^^

Rain

Rain rain go away, Come again another day...

For today, my brain was working for a whole day,
Morning class 3 hours just used for 4 questions of Air Fare,
And at noon class 3 hours for General Knowledge questions,
How tiring.....
But a thunder came shocked us n stop our class,
That is our final exam result,
My result is better than my first sem,
Luckily no resit this time,
Straight B and with a mark 3.15,
I know is not that well,
But my mind is blank while I saw my result,
Half with happiness n half with disappointed,
I had let myself expect with some A,
But the end was no A at all,
Just have B,
I had more hardworking on my sem 2 exam,
Lastly came out with this result....
In college is easy to get good result than study in F6,
F6 subject r more difficult than college,
So....
My mum said my result is not that good,
I argued with her,
Even I knew she was right,
But....I just want to let myself feel comfortable.....

I try to have some interest to let my mind fresh,
That's why now I crazy with EXO,
Actually I can practice violin, guitar,
Practice my taekwondo, reading etc....
But......no one will let me feel like " no need to think ",
So don't say me crazy with them,
Actually it just my way to release stress.....

...............

放弃治疗

我只能说，

最近我的心情真的很不好，

明天是想去唱K，不过....

自今天早上的事件发生后，

我就放弃了，改为考试后吧.....

明明我就没错，

只是语气上有点问题而已，

就把我的意思给瓦解了，

好吧，都是我的错!!!!!!

无力.......

一早扛着重重的课本，

还好没下雨，要不然，

主人跟课本都遭殃了，

再来....今天学院那里的电梯坏了，

4架就只剩下2架，

20层的人要用，

等都等半天，

好啦，以为到了12楼，

结果是我们staff的那层10楼，

要命！还有什么？爬楼梯呗！

汗如雨下啊.....

我真的觉得自己不再像以前的我了，

虽然说 人是会变的，不过我真的觉得我自己......

性格扭曲了！

以前我不会顶我妈妈的嘴，

现在像什么样？有可能我忍了很久吧....

不然我会得忧郁症啊...

再来，

就是语气了，

信息，说话，

其实我不是那个意思，

可是就偏偏别人会听成那个意思，

我真的是，

一开始我会辩解的，

久了就算了，误会就误会吧.....

中学那个群组不懂还有没有function着，

哈哈....越来越少notification了，

不过就算看到想留言我也没勇气留，

而且不懂要给些什么样的回应，

也觉得自己越来越懦弱.....

好像在逃离一些东西。

Yess...? SeHun oppa,,

U want fetch me to ur EXO first concert tonight??

I hope I can take a direct flight to Seoul to meet u,,

Now I just can dream it......TT

How Sad....

储蓄

怎样才能让我储蓄到钱？
我为了储蓄一直在控制自己，
结果我还是做不到，
弟弟就跟我相反，
哎......
可能在KL读书诱惑大，
而且最近又常常有下午的课，
午餐都在那里解决，
我的钱哗哗哗的流出....
储蓄，
我真的办不到!!!!!

昨天有个模拟考试，
老师要测试我们在模拟考里可以有怎样的成绩，
结果班上没有一个人是 PASS WITH DISTINCTION，
可悲，
我都刚刚好及格，
臭 AH YI 死乌鸦嘴!!!!!!
明天又有模拟考，
只能说 自我保重!!!!!!

最近 radio 时常听到 左邻右里 这首歌，
虽然不常听广东歌，
不过觉得这首歌很好玩，
更何况我的广东话好不到哪里去，
也就是说唱到很像外星语，
而且很搞笑，
应该....最近会常唱...
顺便锻炼我的广东话，
哈哈!!!!!!

我最近真的常抓头发狂!!!!
划开手机锁屏，
看到 oppa 的时候，
♥ 心情什么都变好 ♥

Want go Healing

Monday night,,
Again...I overnight at my friends there,,
Thank u Ah Boy came to my house fetch me,,
But oo.......
Pls drive slowly,,
My heart beat so fast,,and my hands became cold and wet,,
The speed was totally shocked me that night....
Actually we wanted to go Beauty Fair,,Tuesday no class...
And they said if I not overnight with them,,
The next day I should wait for them alone,,
So the best idea is went to their hostel sleep......!!!!!!
Feel freedom stay in hostel,,
No one will disturb u what u can do or not,,
And also can chat with friends,,
Is a best way to heal my heart...for me la...

I found a best product for my whole family to use,,
Aloe Vera,,RM50,,can use for who r in injury,sunburn etc.
I bought it is because my dad,,
His skin is not that well,,
So.......RM 50 spent out,,
My heart is crying but I'm very happy....haizz....

Okay,,
Let's throwback to Monday,,
The day that all students have to wear formal wear,,
Can't wear sport shoe on this day is like I drop down from heaven to hell,,
That shoe is stupid make my leg pain,,
Now also paining,,
Cry....Tuesday I still walked for whole day,,
I crazy ady!!!!!
But there's a miracle,,
I saw my dream shoe,,
It's comfortable,flat,and pretty,,suit for my formal look,,haha....
Ouuuu.....That shoe is very cute,,
Luckily it not cost me 100 and above,,
If not I will cry gao gao.....
My target next month,,
THAT CUTE SHOE!!!!!><

My IATA exam,,
The chance of PASS WITH DISTINCTION is wrong not over 15,,
That's means I should correct 85 question out from 100,,
Today sir gave us exercise using 3 hours to complete,,
We did it,,
But not distinction,,
We just reached the level PASS only,,
How sad,,
Before reach no.50 I still have hope,,
But after pass 50,,
Say goodbye to it,,
Have to work more harder than before,,
MEMORY CARD STUCK!!!!!!!!

Just "ANYWAY"

After final exam just had past two weeks,,
Now should prepare for IATA exam,,
100 questions with using 3 hours to answer,,
Don't know can handle or not......
Yesterday my lecturer had give homework for us,,
But I really forget I still have homework,,
Until my friends they LINE me just realize,,
LOL...Haha...

I get shocked again,,
A girl that I know in secondary school,,
Will get married soon,,
It's like.....
In my age now is the time to marry.....
Everyone I know is going to marry,,
What situation ah???
Anyway,,
I still want to enjoy my single life,,
I still want to travel,,
I still want to know anything that I don't know,,
I still want go my oppa concert,,
I still want be a member of 追星族,,
etc.....

My hair is getting long slowly,,
But suddenly got a feel that,,
Wanna cut it to short again,,
Why ah???
I'm still miss my short hair??
........DUNNO......
TT

No mood

Long time didn't listen music at night,,
Music time always in the morning,, haha...
Today feel uncomfortable,,
Moody....
In my mind full with EXO's song,,
Can't explain why I like them that much,,
Haiz...
Finally they just like continue their seniors way,,
Kris also have problem with those lawsuit same as SJ n TVXQ,,
What the.....
While the news that mention Kris will leave EXO,,
On that moment,,
I just like,, Oh Gosh!!! It just a nightmare!!!
Can't believe what I read and heard,,
Leave one also can't,,
They must be 12!!!!!

We r One!!!....
EXO相爱吧!!! :)

Mess

Hola...
Today is the day I start my sem 3 life,,
College today is stupid/heavy/more people,,
What The Hell!!!!!!!!!!!!
Because I walk from LRT station to college,,
It will be a distance,, and I sweat every time,,
Not only today,,but the situation today was mess like I want to cry...
Crowded people stay inside the lounge,,
Counters UNKNOWN a lot,, People UNKNOWN a lot,,
Luckily saw sir sitting inside the room,,
If not I can't survive....

In 5th June,,
I will have my IATA exam from Canada,,
Hopefully I can pass with distinction,,
If not,,the level of the certificate after I resit and pass will be downgrade,,
With distinction is the Best!!!!!
Pls let me past!!!!!!!
Wednesday will know my sem 2 result,,
Sir told us one,,
Also wish don't resit any subject anymore.....

Last night had a dinner with family,,
Happy night,, also is my uncle's birthday,,
Haha...and also thanks to uncles and aunts donate to the hungry 30...

SeHun oppa change his hair color to ash silver,,
Change color again,, it's too damage ur health,,
Please less dye ur hair,,
But u with this color is very/super nice!!!!!!
Super suit u,,
Oppa Sa Rang Hae!!!!!! [ love ]

style in WOLF!!!!
Rainbow Hair....love ah!!!!!!

Peace

YeHet!!!!!!
Finally,,I went to TS n Sungai Wang,,
Spend time with hippo,,
First,,
We meet at South City bus stop,,
But bcos of the lorry had 'out of service',,
Whole street traffic jam jam jam,,
And saw the bus gone in front of me,,
Sad case....but Luckily,,
We no need to wait that long time for the 2nd bus,,
It's came in a few minutes....Yesss...lucky...

Both of us was very stupid hungry,,
But we still waste time in Samsung stall and lost,,
Bcos even we reached also dunno want to have what as our breakfast...
MCD out,, KFC out,,
Then we went to 'Taipei City' to have our Taiwan style breakfast,,
But the most funniest part is I can't found a WC to wash my dirty hand,,
After I had my fried chicken,,
Each floor I went also not working,,What The!!!!
Starbucks was our next,,
Beverage actually/almost r our main character for today,,
Mine is Cocoa Cappuccino,, Hers Green Tea Cream....
First try for this both beverages from Starbucks,,
Mine one is okay,,but the green tea for her is ok but for me is not.....

Okay,,
Our next,, Sungai Wang,,
Found my lovely pants,, They just need RM10 each,,
Oppppzzzzz.....It's too cheap,,
I bought two in once time,,Hahaha....It's cheap!!!!!!!
Ahhhh!!!! Both of us have a Brownie too,,
Mine Brownie call Coco,, hers one currently is call Hippo,,
For future,, UNKNOWN!!!!!
UNI QLO,,
They got limited edition shirt for those Disney character,,
Like Donalduck, Mickey Mouse.....etc....
She want me bought one,,But.....Not in my plan....haha...
Before we left,, Went down to ground floor again,,
Bought my mum's Mother's Day gift,,
Because mum got ear hole ady,,
So I can buy ear accessories for her,,
Others reason is....Those earrings very very cute,,
Those stock r made from Korea,,
Even staffs also Korean,, haha....
I totally love this shop!!!!!! <3 p="">
While we on the way back home,,
We lost the way of the platform,,don't know 1 or 2,,
We go on to the monorail and I asked a guy in front of me,,
He is non-Malaysian and he is with his GF,,
But they also take the wrong way,,
Haha,,funny,,
Then we together get down from the train and went to the right platform,,
He is very kind and polite,,I like his attitude,,and thx for ur polite,,
Kam Sa Ha Mi Da.....

Reached KL central,,
It was a heavy rain,,
Both of us stay inside the chatime for awhile,,
Photo time,,haha....
Then we just leave KL central...

That's all for today,,
Happy Day....
Tomorrow is Mother's Day,,
Hope all Mummies of the world feel happy everyday....!!!!! [ love ]