不希望是陌生人....

让我个人认定为 好朋友 的时候,,
我对他会翻白眼,时而的讽刺,刁难,欺负,打....
哈哈...很像虐待....
有时候还会敷衍了事,
其实我一点都不敷衍的哦,
因为我已经把话给听进去了,
讽刺之类的都是好玩....
能让我做上这些举动的人很少,
因为我怕会因为我的种种举动而误会我,
不熟嘛....
好朋友的话,
联络方面我也会有点随便,
随便是在于沟通的对白,
不用想太多就随口/手而出,
说白了就是无需思考......

如果是在朋友的阶段,
我不会有敷衍了事的情况,
可是会有把话听不进去的状况发生,
看起来在听,但并不是在聆听,
而是随意......
沟通的对白都要再三思考,
以免把话给说错了.....

有些人可能觉得我会有点幼稚,
没想法,呆傻,迟钝,
是没错啦,
这些都是我, 但却是我用来伪装自己的道具,
呵呵.....上面的形容词都是从朋友口中听来的...
不喜欢自己原型蔽露,
因该庆幸自己把自己演得很好......

其实我很想对一个人发脾气,
很想问问看为什么,
每次想到这个人就有一种闷气,
自从上次那次之候我就完全郁闷了,
当我鼓起我最大的勇气去邀约的时候,
给我的反响就是这个样....
想多了就想哭,却哭不出来.....
算了,
小孩们的翅膀都张硬了,
该离开的就该离开,
何必徘徊于过往?
可能想倒退的人是我,
我把我的世界给盖了一层薄纱,
始终不想面对,
因为回忆太过于美好?
呵呵.....是很美好,
因为是我目前为止最开心的时间.....

Hurt

Anything not going to success,
I need a genius to repair my tab,
It made me crazy n moody,
What the hell stupid tab u r?!!
Better dont be a tab just be a rubbish!!!!!
Wifi always cant connect,
Don't know what's the reason to use it,
Stupid thing!!!!

Today play with pinky but hurt myself,
Next time I wont ady,
It's painful.....
自作自受...
So bad....

There r six Assignments waiting me to done it,
Crazy loooo........
After the IATA exam all enemy came out,
Revenge???
Because ignore u all???
Sorry lo...TT
Assignments I'm totally coming....

Yesterday Joey asked me,
Why not wear lens to school,
And she told me,
She havent saw me without spect to school...
Haha....if got any special case I will wear it one....
But,, IF!!!!
Haha....

That's all for today...♡

Hello JUNE

It's June now...
Today is 11th June 2014,,
Is a happy day,,
Bcos Joey said had to 6 ppl watched that movie together,,
So....I had no choice,,
Contracted not a nice movie,,
It will had a feel that u want to vomit,,
They all know I can't watched ghost movie or some kinds movie like that....
But,, I had been kidnapped by them....
SOS!!!!

In June,,
I had finished 3 types of movie,,
Xmen, Maleficent, and Contracted....
The best is Maleficent....
I love 巫婆......♡
Haha....
Besides,,
I also finished my IATA foundation part exam,,
Happy!!!! N now is waiting for the result!!!!

Hahaha.....
Finally u also feel it,,
I ady have this kind of feeling long time ago,
But is ok now,
I had open my mind,
Unluckily is urs turn....
I'm very appreciated that day what my mum told me,
'In new places, u make new friends, looks happy.'
Is true,
I really dislike my college classmate at first,,
But now all r like gila.....
Hahaha......
And my 'first' had been given to them....
...Shy...

Fighting!!!!!

Opppssiieeee......
Tomorrow is the day!!!!!!
IATA Foundation exam!!!!!
OMG!!!!!
Controlling my mind don't be panic!!!!!!
TT
Worry can't get distinction!!!!!
Worry can't pass!!!!!!
Worry I will Fail!!!!!!!!

Hope the exam will come out like sir told us,,
Please!!!!!!!!!
TT
Oh No!!!!! Pls let me.....
Cool down.............

My last wish before the exam.....
Take the correct air fare for the first two question,,
Find out those correct answer for GK question,,
Don't miss any answer for GDS question,,
And......DON'T BE CARELESS!!!!!!!

Be FRESH start from now.....
An Nyeong.....^^

Rain

Rain rain go away, Come again another day...

For today, my brain was working for a whole day,
Morning class 3 hours just used for 4 questions of Air Fare,
And at noon class 3 hours for General Knowledge questions,
How tiring.....
But a thunder came shocked us n stop our class,
That is our final exam result,
My result is better than my first sem,
Luckily no resit this time,
Straight B and with a mark 3.15,
I know is not that well,
But my mind is blank while I saw my result,
Half with happiness n half with disappointed,
I had let myself expect with some A,
But the end was no A at all,
Just have B,
I had more hardworking on my sem 2 exam,
Lastly came out with this result....
In college is easy to get good result than study in F6,
F6 subject r more difficult than college,
So....
My mum said my result is not that good,
I argued with her,
Even I knew she was right,
But....I just want to let myself feel comfortable.....

I try to have some interest to let my mind fresh,
That's why now I crazy with EXO,
Actually I can practice violin, guitar,
Practice my taekwondo, reading etc....
But......no one will let me feel like " no need to think ",
So don't say me crazy with them,
Actually it just my way to release stress.....

...............

放弃治疗

我只能说，

最近我的心情真的很不好，

明天是想去唱K，不过....

自今天早上的事件发生后，

我就放弃了，改为考试后吧.....

明明我就没错，

只是语气上有点问题而已，

就把我的意思给瓦解了，

好吧，都是我的错!!!!!!

无力.......

一早扛着重重的课本，

还好没下雨，要不然，

主人跟课本都遭殃了，

再来....今天学院那里的电梯坏了，

4架就只剩下2架，

20层的人要用，

等都等半天，

好啦，以为到了12楼，

结果是我们staff的那层10楼，

要命！还有什么？爬楼梯呗！

汗如雨下啊.....

我真的觉得自己不再像以前的我了，

虽然说 人是会变的，不过我真的觉得我自己......

性格扭曲了！

以前我不会顶我妈妈的嘴，

现在像什么样？有可能我忍了很久吧....

不然我会得忧郁症啊...

再来，

就是语气了，

信息，说话，

其实我不是那个意思，

可是就偏偏别人会听成那个意思，

我真的是，

一开始我会辩解的，

久了就算了，误会就误会吧.....

中学那个群组不懂还有没有function着，

哈哈....越来越少notification了，

不过就算看到想留言我也没勇气留，

而且不懂要给些什么样的回应，

也觉得自己越来越懦弱.....

好像在逃离一些东西。

Yess...? SeHun oppa,,

U want fetch me to ur EXO first concert tonight??

I hope I can take a direct flight to Seoul to meet u,,

Now I just can dream it......TT

How Sad....

储蓄

怎样才能让我储蓄到钱？
我为了储蓄一直在控制自己，
结果我还是做不到，
弟弟就跟我相反，
哎......
可能在KL读书诱惑大，
而且最近又常常有下午的课，
午餐都在那里解决，
我的钱哗哗哗的流出....
储蓄，
我真的办不到!!!!!

昨天有个模拟考试，
老师要测试我们在模拟考里可以有怎样的成绩，
结果班上没有一个人是 PASS WITH DISTINCTION，
可悲，
我都刚刚好及格，
臭 AH YI 死乌鸦嘴!!!!!!
明天又有模拟考，
只能说 自我保重!!!!!!

最近 radio 时常听到 左邻右里 这首歌，
虽然不常听广东歌，
不过觉得这首歌很好玩，
更何况我的广东话好不到哪里去，
也就是说唱到很像外星语，
而且很搞笑，
应该....最近会常唱...
顺便锻炼我的广东话，
哈哈!!!!!!

我最近真的常抓头发狂!!!!
划开手机锁屏，
看到 oppa 的时候，
♥ 心情什么都变好 ♥