偶尔的

看了看最后一次写的文章，竟然是2015年的5月。
看看今天的日历，2016年7月25了呀，时间过得还真得快。
去年的今天我还在学院，现在的我却在工作领域里拼搏了，呵呵
难得进来了，就留下些打字声，博客以前可是我的精神支柱啊。

最近可是要忙Mitm Fair的准备，天天都累。
努力的赚钱，存钱...
钱可是我目前的动力，虽说工作遇到的挫折很多，都希望可以扛过去。
4月17，也让我顺利的去了一趟韩国，虽然是泪洒机场，但是个很好的经验。
压力压得我喘不过气。

现在的我，想不起以前的我是如何娱乐，至少现在每天都过得太沉稳。
该说是闷么? 还是充实?
有时候对未来感到害怕，不知道自己可否完成给予自己的任务；
不知道自己是否有那个能耐，也不知道自己是否那么的勇往直前。

21也刚过了，正式的踏入大人的世界，生活还是一样，
只是年龄增长了一岁，心智也开始老化，哈哈
最近开心指数也没那么高，皱眉的时间还多过微笑的时间。

说走就走的旅行，不知何时才能实现，朋友们都忙，
时间都在凑凑合合，没一次齐人，
全都在为了未来而努力着。

只能对自己说：不要松懈，加油。

我知道是很傻。

心情差到谷底，
虽然说我是看了节目 我结 之后才变差，这很好笑，
但我是真的很郁闷，好像有东西顶在心上，
呜呜，真人秀 连续剧，我真的少看为妙，
还好平常就不爱看戏，但是连节目 我结 都能影响的话，我真的是疯了...
这对组合不懂为什么，一开始不喜欢，看看下又非常的有爱
我是真心希望两个人在一起的，因为真的很适合
哎，我知道节目就是节目，假的就是假的
虽然知道，但我还是很不死心，呜呜
郁闷到很不舒服啊啊啊啊啊
气死我了

星期五的领队考试，还没开始温习咧
心情啊，你就快点重整旗鼓啦，我很辛苦啊
哎.....
都不懂叹了多少次气

节目罢了，节目罢了
呜呜呜呜，节目罢了！！！
Victoria会遇到比Nickhun更帅的男主角........

哎.......

520

3 weeks after school reopen,
Lot of things change, ppl around me different,
Lecturer, classmates, friends.....
This 2 weeks busy with the tour leading class,
Feel stress for this subject, hard to handle, and all will be on the situation u face,
Hope that everybody can be pass on this subject  easily....

Well, this month i ate a lot of weird food n also tasty food of course,
Then i try Jipongi today, one kind of ice-cream with weird shape,
Hmmm, the taste is normal chocolate n vanilla,
Just special with the shape only, thats all....
Firstly wan to eat Baskin Robin, Wednesday Pink day,
But the staff don mind to serve us, so that we just try Jipongi,
Whatever, cant knew the taste b4 try it....

Try hard on this semester, at least take a result that i can satisfied b4 graduate my college,
And i really more focus on tour leading,
What i can memorized then i memozie it,
With a heart of cant fail!!!!!!! 
Need to be best on this subject.....
Fight for my tour manager life!

Between friends, problem for me from last year till now, no changes,
Started this semester, i really realize what kind of person u r,
Although u more closer to us, u still helping outsider, How can? 
Luckily our future is in different way.......

Besides, I really worry about u,
But my worry is useless,
Until today just know it,
I worry n think at a side,
How stupid am I.

Prepare for the tour leading paper exam,
And also script and knowledge for the tour,
Hwaiting!!!!!!!!

就，近况

久没更新了，来走走，
最近新学期也开始了，新科目，新同学，新老师
时间表也是新的，通通都变了，
我的classmates也不再是DTM那班，来的全是一堆豆丁，真想要回去以前的班上课

开课前也发生了点事情，
马六甲行，从三个人变去两个人，世事难料
下个月也要去study trip，说不兴奋是假的
很期待跟靖儿他们的旅行，呵呵

近期，我的心情，不，应该说我的思维情绪一直很乱
走着路，睡觉前，坐在电车上等等，都在胡思乱想
想得我都快疯了，乱想东西是我常有的事，可是最近过于频繁，心有点乱

再来这个月，我的开销有点多，
母亲节也用多了，月尾又要自助旅行，够力了，哈哈
没关系，钱可以赚的，虽然我现在是游手好闲的人，无奈

前天joey也来问候，很久没见到他了，
都不懂他最近怎样，温习温到哪里去了，
杰哥好好陪她就好，咳咳
也说起我自己一个人单独坐在一旁上课，
感觉上好孤单啊自己，不过我也没可能用我的脸去贴别人的冷屁股吧，
都不理我，我还蹭前去不成？
哈哈

有时候会希望自己不是单身，
有一个人在旁边给你捏下脸，抓下头发，恶作剧一下，
说下一些无理取闹的话，
感觉很好，但一切尽是幻想罢了
以我的性格，应该很难找到我的 偶吧 吧
最近可能看太多 我结 了，想要被人照顾的心情真是不安分

母亲节虽过了，但还是要说，
愿天下的母亲/妈妈/妈咪/老妈们，
健健康康，开开心心的.......

哎，最近河马太忙了，我都尽量不找他玩了，
说真的啦，我不会说安慰的话，最多就是要帮忙的话我会去帮，
在医院想说没事的，可是我觉得说了也没什么用处，
因为我不包真的没事，也不敢乱下结论，
未来的事情谁也说不来啊
我也是很害怕，每次都在想着一些不好的事情，
自己都觉得自己很害怕，有时候都会哭出来，我的头太发达了，哈哈

就是这样了
晚安🌙

早到的礼物

总是在告诫自己，
不要看别人好，就羡慕别人，
得不到的话就要自己争取，
羡慕也不会攒钱......
每天都在自我催眠啊...

今天的聚会没去成，
我又迷路了，靖儿就维修牙齿，Joey就家里有事回乡了，
所以我就半途逃走，回家去，
很可惜，但是我也不想自己一个人去面对他们.....

昨天 6.4.2015，星期一
我收到了我今年内最早的生日礼物，
靖儿送的，哈哈，真的费心了
而且还是直接送给4个人，
我的天，哪来的心思啊，我都没想那么多
总之就是 谢谢了，哈哈
完全从礼物纸到内在都是 里拉库玛 ，
拆开的时候我都一直在笑，真的是很有趣
我们两个都送了一个共同点啊，
两个都是装水的呢，呵呵

星期日咧，去骑脚车，
慧思不到一个小时就学会了，但是那个失灵就，嗯
再接再厉，不要放弃，哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

Final要来了，下个学期接近中，
读书的日子不多了，
虽然是要珍惜的日子，却也是让我痛苦的日子，
感觉身心都疲倦了，因为面对他们的冷反应，
说习惯也行，但是没人可以给我说话，我会崩溃
我的嘴巴可能会烂掉......

追随 记忆

终于，我的EXO偶吧们出新歌，新专辑，新造型，
看新mv的那天我完全是开心到，哈哈，一直回播，
哎哟，太帅了，这次收集的歌曲我都很喜欢，
CALL ME BABY，yeahhhh, im ady calling..... My Baby!!!!!
SHINee 偶吧们也说要回归，只是还没那么快，呜呜，我等了好久啊，
其实比起EXO我更期待SHINee的，他们的歌都很好听.......快点come back ahhhh....

好，疯完了，现在来说gst,
可恶的，还没开始就已经很多东西都涨价了，还说不会影响人民的负担，
撞墙啦，就连车站也不能进卡钱了，必须在缴多5毛钱的地方进，
气死我了，而且t n c还有期限，一个月过后没进过钱就要取消那个用户，
我的天，简直是欺人太甚，欺负人啊
呼呼呼，气死我了，细胞都坏死了好多粒！

下个星期一就是jinyee还有joey他们最后一堂课了，好快啊，
最后了，最后啊，想到之后，我真的是，没人再跟我疯EXO了，
唯一一个每次跟我疯的jinyee，呜呜呜呜呜呜
哎，我不会说什么友谊永固，
但愿我会在你心上，当你想起读书时期，就会想到我也是classmates的一份子，
还有EXO的追捧者，哈哈哈哈
EXO万岁

人总是在要失去时才会珍惜啊，
无论朋友还是家人都是，
没有永远，就局限于这几年的光影。

进行中

两个星期，咳嗽还在持续着，
以为病好了 结果还是没好，
很想天天去上课，在家里无所事事，很无聊，
工作？ 上课时间不定时，考试又要来了，新学期还没订下时间，全都很难安排.....

想要旅行，可惜没金钱，
一两天是可以，但我还是腾不出太多....
未来打算，
出来做工，存钱，然后读书，继续修学，
说得容易，想梦一场的未来，
妈咪已经说了，只能供我到这里，接下来就轮到我弟，
修多几张文凭是我想要的，读多些书也是我自身希望，
但我最最最想要的就是到处去旅行，这是很多人的梦想吧，哈哈
旅行嘛....可以学习，体验很多.....
为自己的一生增添色彩....
独自旅行看起来寂寞，但我希望如此，
呵呵，如果途中找到知己当然是件好事，
自己一人是很孤单的....
梦 终归都是 梦，
有能力之时我一定会实现的...
听天由命了...

重看  风起了  宫崎骏的最后一部作品，
鼻子很酸，
梦想实现了，爱人却离去，
最顶不顺离别的戏，每次看了都很伤感，
因为不能在一起.......

希望明天是雨天，实在是太热了，
晚安。

Thinking out

Times is running, second by second, minutes by minutes, hours by hours,
Precious what u r doing, know it, learn it,
Life may be rough, nice, hard, smooth,
Also can be happy, sad, peace, dissapoint,
Don't always think the bad, and forget the best, vice versa huh...
Life can be change.....

Always said don regret what u had done to urself,
U would need to carry it till the end....
Step on every step could be bad or good,
Be brave to step on n responsible it......

Sometimes I'm still think that, am i really need to retake BM get a C?
Can't even finish my dream n my mum's dream,
It just a dream,
At the end, I'm in college,
All of the times i sigh,
The times run too fast, i cant even chase it,
Keep running out from my fingers.....
Happy or sad moment all will be just one of our memory,
Angry or moody should just an emotion,
Not more than that!

Love noise,
Love silent,
Love alone,
Love people,
Out of these,
I need love from people,
Family, friends,
N of course, one of my only love,
The one my Mr.Alex,( Love,Rosie )....

Reborn

Done a very straight hair reborn at Yap's Saloon,
His partner very nice, just one year older than me and i didnt realized he also study at sk,
Both of us always bully that da tou, wahaha, so happy,
But reborn a head very tired, long time ago seens my last time,
A head full with medical, my nose.....
Can said that, whole day stay with that da tou,
My dinner, my private night time,
Even my phone he also go through,
So tired........

For the reborn section, most funny part was talking about the friends relation,
One in IT, pet, music, teacher, hotel,economy and me in Tourism,
Hahah, the question, why all of ur friends so smart without u?
It was his luck and fact between all of us,
But really funny........
Bcos, all of us came from different section....

Well.....when two of u free, sure i will go through my promise,
Just don let me drive,
I may very happy...... Haha
Ps: r that still remember on it?

Annoyed

Going to reborn my hair tmr, long time didn't do it, haha
My parents even friends also said my hair looks fluffy....well

Wednesday was the last day to stay on a GDS class, it was a abacus system,
My class will be once day per week,
Feel free but also nope, need to be a driver too,
Planing for looking a job after bro get his motor license,
Hope he can pass quickly on every test.....

Can't control my emotion this few days,
Feel annoyed, angry, and uncomfortable...
Trying to let myself be cooling down,
On processing....... Haha

Fifty shades of Grey,
Not a nice movie for me, but i love the story,
Willing to watch the continue story of Anna n Christian.....
Need to mention, got a scene i love the most, that both of them inside the helicopter, matching with a song 'love me like you do',
It was without reason to love this scene,
Maybe i love the scenery out from the helicopter, haha....

#testing phone camera#
#searching for good angle#

Heart Pain

最近时常有种心痛感,
可能又是到了时候要说分开，
中五那段离别也是，想了很久才走了出来，
不依赖别人，自己走，
感慨两年如此的快，在kl念书，天天往车站去，走路，
Kl是很复杂，也很漂亮，
也难得让我认识了不同地方来的朋友，
以为可以一直好下去，结果就跟他们拆伙，连句话也不听你说，
知道是自讨苦吃，但也已无回头路，
每次想起都想哭，因为都是自己惹的....
也很感谢到现在还在我身边的Jinyee, 还有Joey,真的，那段时间也是.....

我手机里总是有那么一首歌，
次次听都会勾起那时候的记忆，
很喜欢的歌，也很讨厌，
完全想磨灭的记忆.....

突然很低情绪，
晚安了

#All I Ever Need#

#旧照

9/3/2015, Monday Blue

The last presentation with Jinyee, Joey and Sam, this is their last semester,more appreciate it,
Presentation quite good, but for me, i dun think my present was fluent,
It was totally blank at there,
Haha.....but the part of Sam was absolutely, amazingly, difficulty to cover it,
It seems can't match our concept,
So for Jinyee as the last part, she will need more ideas on it,
Well....we r group one, rest early,laugh early........
And also we r enjoying on Sam 'luxurious' pictures!

8/3/2015, Sunday
Popo house was having a open house,
Got Lulu Car, Satay, and buffet,
Thx for my friends who attending my invitation,haha
Although at the middle i had been catched by my nephew to feed him,
En....... Hang Hang boy very very cute......
The firework also very nice,
But my head and heart was super pain and thinking about the presentation....
Urgh.....finally all ended.....

Last but Not Least

7.3.2015,Saturday
Finally, the third paper of IATA, Managing, had done,
For now just need to wait for the PASS result after a month,
When the exam was going, i just knew scan faster and more faster,
Answer can't even found in the coursebook, maybe I'm too panic, haha
But had let myself to be relax n finish it....
This paper is better than the second paper,
But those notes all are hidden inside nonsense sentence, difficult to find....

After the exam, me and Jinyee went to Nu central,
We had our brunch at Pasta Zanmai,
Both of us were too hungry, bcos didn't ate anything for breakfast,
Any dishes looks delicious...haha
Had a walk at Nu central, still new, a lot of shop haven't start business yet,
After this went back to the top floor for purchasing two cup of Chatime,
And then walk into the cinema to watch 12Golden Duck, hehe
The movie was showing while we went into, so punctual on time, good ah GSC....
The movie is nice,funny n excited, haha
Especially the last scene when LuHan came out to dance, wow..... Fantastic....
So handsome, can heard my heartbeat beating faster, yaaaaaaaa.....
Still got one Hong Kong artist named JohnBaby, he also very handsome,
I like his Purple Grey Hair much, and then he is come from other planet, haha....
A happy movie today!!!!! 
Of course, Jinyee expression also very funny, haha
Especially LuHan that part, definitely wan jump up ady...... 😅😅😅😅😅
But i also very excited!!!!!  LuHan ahhhhh!!!!!

Repairing A Dream

Soooo.....Today noon class canceled, no need to write letter even I skip class,haha

Really scared me about the presentation, finally I can have time to do my slide for HR......

And also, today...erm..is yesterday was STPM result release day,

I can saw my a few friends smiling to take a happy face photo with their result slip,

haha, Congratulation to my friends who get a wonderful results on their STPM,

Form 6 life is not easy to go, if my result can in I will be, but it can't be when SPM,

So i give up to my F6 dream life, choose college life,

My uni dream had been broken before I step into it,

Who can be stay in that, be appreciate, and enjoy it,

Although had been disqualified to be one of the uni student,

you also having a qualification that more than diploma student,

anything will be fine, time pass, things change, mind change..........

Scars be healing by time, 

Dunno how to comfort,

So think wide....

#Dun think the worst but think the better#

#think on other angle#

 

悲喜交加

Presentation 什么的，
我今天知道的时候，完全是崩溃状态，
下午有做，可是是做了fundamental 的slide, 而不是HR 的，
我竟然焦急到眼泪都出来了，完完全全没有做，就算做，也做不完，
我已经放弃了，要翘课，
那天考试没有note我已经急到我慌了，再来就是那些眼神，
我不能忍受，别人的还好，但就是不想要跟那两个扯上，
我知道这次没有准备slide是有责任，但是，恐怖的事，我的组员一个都没提醒，
我疯了，彻底疯了，
刚好堂弟又说要来，我只能丢掉全部，不去想，因为没得想了，
因为那时候已经要9点，晚餐都还没吃，
做屁啊！
哎，我的HR final, 应该要花很多时间让他起死回生！

航航很可爱，可爱到忘我了，
他只要叫我姐姐，我都很甘愿买玩具给他玩，哈哈
看到他来我家那么开心，原本闷闷的，听到他的声音都笑了，
一直用广东话问我 为什么系饭 为什么系鱼 为什么很辣，哈哈哈
我只能回答我肚子饿而已！！
很难得来我家做客，一来就不想回去了，
要回的时候都只站在那里，怎样叫都不走，
真的是很可爱，
下次见面，又是另一个大日子，嗯...可能下星期？哈哈
不知道！

假期丫

呵呵，过了今天就开课了，假期完结
功课也才这两天开始做，因为是分组，也没那么担心，
但就是有人玩失踪，两个星期都没见过踪影，都不知道他功课的完成度去到哪里

很想念新年前夕的气氛，那个时刻真的很不可思议，
差几天，今年的新年就要过完了，
接下来又回到课业上，也要为我的internship加油，
我的第一愿望就是成功到新加坡寻觅工作，哈哈
虽然之前想说在国内就好，但，我还是希望能出去外面看看别国的月亮太阳
知道会辛苦，也不懂我到底哪根筋坏掉，总之就是希望出到去外面看看
哎，如果是离家，我看我到时候又要好像当兵那样，
哭上一个星期才肯罢休，痛苦

其实一开始问internship要去哪里的时候，
还蛮依赖人的，一直问朋友要去哪里，因为怕
可是我知道，到最后，我都还是自己一个人选择不同的地方
因为几年前就尝试过了，那时候真的是煎熬
嗯，不过问题是，现在说选择去新加坡，但也要看校方同意不同意
至少也要面试的说
只能够加油了！哈哈

星期四跟紫婷他们出，星期五又跟咪咪他们出，
但是祸不单行，一直走错，哈哈，真的有够衰
也还好，最后都平安抵达
我只能说，尽量让我跟车就好，我不喜欢带路
连累自己一个就好，但是还要连累别人，也很不好

最近真的很常驾车跑来跑去，去到亲戚家的时候都在说，哈哈
我很粘家，宁可在家都足不出户的那种人，
应该说没事都不会踏出门口一步，除非我真的闷到发慌那种，
那时候我就会出门走走，走完了，又在家蹲
呵呵
让我宅在家里吧！

行程

新年就要过完了，好快，
这里去下那里去下，
难得新年有的跟家人在一起，很开心，
我也吃肥了，哈哈，爸爸都说我肥，
好吧，我是真的肥了，天天吃超过我预算的食物，怎么不肥？
我不是吃年食吃成的，而是聚餐的时候吃多了，
我要控制了，呜呜呜.....

过下过下都初八了，
初四去了适耕庄一日游，好玩，
旅游区就在两隔壁，热浪海滩，南天宫，绿油油的稻田....
虽然很热，都很开心，
做大家的导航也很压力，全都靠你来带路，
我也只能依靠gps了，偏偏网络就是不给力，一直下车问人，哈哈
问热浪海滩的时候，当地人还说 从这里游过去就行了，很近的，我无言.....
至于初五嘛，就往东禅寺去，久违了，
人潮很多，也没以往的让我流连忘返，
这次稍微让我提不起劲，哈哈
初六就去用了我四张的免费电影卷来看一套贺岁电影，浮华宴，
没想象中的好看，但也不错好笑啦，
弟弟表弟想要看的Kingsman又只能过了18才能看，
所以，看戏的行程就这样结束了，没什么欲望啊....但就是想要Kingsman而已
初七就回嘛嘛家吃饭，航航在我们回之前都不放人，够力了...
初八就中学同学聚会，
很难得差不多全到，开心，也很无厘头去了我家拜年，哈哈
我只能说，我们下次去戏院比比 看谁的笑声比较厉害，当然是要看喜剧啦
明天又将继续第二摊，daisy班滴

新年

除夕夜  大年初一  年初二
说忙忙忙，一下子，转眼就过了两天，
我繁忙的新年，
拜年  亲戚请吃  家人聚会  旅游
难得新年可以全部聚在一起聊天，
平时都个忙个，少见的姨丈也在，还满开心的，
明天又说要去拜年 唱K，呵呵呵
又是驾kancil仔的时候了，
人数太多，车子不够载，连小车子都要出动了，哈哈哈

大年初一的时候，呵呵呵
可能穿得一身红啊，嘛嘛 超开心的，
跟他搓了一次麻将我就逃掉了，因为她要赌钱的啊，
赶紧pass给爸爸还有叔叔，去跟我的航航boy玩，
然后去了一下jusco，但是戏票买不成，
最后回家睡觉，充完电，再来玩麻将，
一年才那么一次的麻将，
谁都会比较兴奋，难得有得玩，呵呵
至于初二，
去了婆婆家，聊聊天，跟婆婆拜个年，
就散会，回家冲凉，准备到德珍吃晚餐，
今年比较特别，有亲戚请吃，
所以妈咪他们不必煮，
也刚好给我遇到 嘉嘉，
中三时候同班的朋友，
真的隔了很久没见了，
那时候也跟他去了一次星洲日报的华语讲座会，
还有佩伶也一起，
Ishh.....真的是好巧.....
😊😊😊😊😊😊

暂时就这样，
晚安，还有，
新年快乐，万事如意，恭喜恭喜...🐑🐑🐑🐑

One Day left

One more day to clean and prepare for cny,
It's time to the end for the preparation,
Something feel bored or a bit lonely, haha
Planning for the first day of cny watch movie,
Bcos get two pieces of free movie tickets....
Expecting to go back ma ma house for the reunion dinner, of course my hang hang boy too.....

Mahjoong also taking out to start our game,
We r not gamble with real money, instead with fake coins,
Healthy Gamblers.....hahaha

Tmr will be dye my hair,let those white hair become black, Let it Gooooo.......
😄😄😄😄😄😄😄

Listed

Hmmm.....
Senses of music, Jazz?  Pop?  Classic?
Whatever....when the song heard good, it will be in my song list,
Sometime with Strong bass,
Sometime with Pop,
Sometime with Tender,
Or Sometime with Encouragement....
For my past,
I like k-pop most,
Now, for me, English song is my trend,
Also mix with some Chinese Song.... Haha

List for now:-
周杰伦，手写的从前，算什么男人
王力宏，你的爱，梦寐以求，唯一
Alin，给我一个理由忘记，幸福了 然后呢
杨晨林，匿名的朋友，点水
林俊杰，可惜没有如果，我还想他，Checkmate, 手心的蔷薇
颜慧萍，好时光，good night
Selina, 3.1415
Chris Brown,  AYO
Alex Goot，It Girl ，Beauty n a Beast, Catch a Breathe
Carly, Good Time
Bruno Mars,  The Lazy Song
Sam Smith,  Stay With Me
Jason Chen, Solo Game

Everyday on the way to college will be repeating,
It be my wake up song,haha....
Let me be awake on the lrt, n wont be bored.....
😅😅😅😅😅

Finally, CNY countdown for one more day,
The preparation were having a long period,
But feel like nothing now, maybe clean early, free now..... Hahaha

🐑🐑🐑🐑🐑
🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻
🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀