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Saturday, March 28, 2015

进行中

两个星期,咳嗽还在持续着,
以为病好了 结果还是没好,
很想天天去上课,在家里无所事事,很无聊,
工作? 上课时间不定时,考试又要来了,新学期还没订下时间,全都很难安排.....

想要旅行,可惜没金钱,
一两天是可以,但我还是腾不出太多....
未来打算,
出来做工,存钱,然后读书,继续修学,
说得容易,想梦一场的未来,
妈咪已经说了,只能供我到这里,接下来就轮到我弟,
修多几张文凭是我想要的,读多些书也是我自身希望,
但我最最最想要的就是到处去旅行,这是很多人的梦想吧,哈哈
旅行嘛....可以学习,体验很多.....
为自己的一生增添色彩....
独自旅行看起来寂寞,但我希望如此,
呵呵,如果途中找到知己当然是件好事,
自己一人是很孤单的....
梦 终归都是 梦,
有能力之时我一定会实现的...
听天由命了...

重看  风起了  宫崎骏的最后一部作品,
鼻子很酸,
梦想实现了,爱人却离去,
最顶不顺离别的戏,每次看了都很伤感,
因为不能在一起.......

希望明天是雨天,实在是太热了,
晚安。

Thursday, March 19, 2015

Thinking out

Times is running, second by second, minutes by minutes, hours by hours,
Precious what u r doing, know it, learn it,
Life may be rough, nice, hard, smooth,
Also can be happy, sad, peace, dissapoint,
Don't always think the bad, and forget the best, vice versa huh...
Life can be change.....

Always said don regret what u had done to urself,
U would need to carry it till the end....
Step on every step could be bad or good,
Be brave to step on n responsible it......

Sometimes I'm still think that, am i really need to retake BM get a C?
Can't even finish my dream n my mum's dream,
It just a dream,
At the end, I'm in college,
All of the times i sigh,
The times run too fast, i cant even chase it,
Keep running out from my fingers.....
Happy or sad moment all will be just one of our memory,
Angry or moody should just an emotion,
Not more than that!

Love noise,
Love silent,
Love alone,
Love people,
Out of these,
I need love from people,
Family, friends,
N of course, one of my only love,
The one my Mr.Alex,( Love,Rosie )....

Saturday, March 14, 2015

Reborn

Done a very straight hair reborn at Yap's Saloon,
His partner very nice, just one year older than me and i didnt realized he also study at sk,
Both of us always bully that da tou, wahaha, so happy,
But reborn a head very tired, long time ago seens my last time,
A head full with medical, my nose.....
Can said that, whole day stay with that da tou,
My dinner, my private night time,
Even my phone he also go through,
So tired........

For the reborn section, most funny part was talking about the friends relation,
One in IT, pet, music, teacher, hotel,economy and me in Tourism,
Hahah, the question, why all of ur friends so smart without u?
It was his luck and fact between all of us,
But really funny........
Bcos, all of us came from different section....

Well.....when two of u free, sure i will go through my promise,
Just don let me drive,
I may very happy...... Haha
Ps: r that still remember on it?

Thursday, March 12, 2015

Annoyed

Going to reborn my hair tmr, long time didn't do it, haha
My parents even friends also said my hair looks fluffy....well

Wednesday was the last day to stay on a GDS class, it was a abacus system,
My class will be once day per week,
Feel free but also nope, need to be a driver too,
Planing for looking a job after bro get his motor license,
Hope he can pass quickly on every test.....

Can't control my emotion this few days,
Feel annoyed, angry, and uncomfortable...
Trying to let myself be cooling down,
On processing....... Haha

Fifty shades of Grey,
Not a nice movie for me, but i love the story,
Willing to watch the continue story of Anna n Christian.....
Need to mention, got a scene i love the most, that both of them inside the helicopter, matching with a song 'love me like you do',
It was without reason to love this scene,
Maybe i love the scenery out from the helicopter, haha....

#testing phone camera#
#searching for good angle#

Tuesday, March 10, 2015

Heart Pain

最近时常有种心痛感,
可能又是到了时候要说分开,
中五那段离别也是,想了很久才走了出来,
不依赖别人,自己走,
感慨两年如此的快,在kl念书,天天往车站去,走路,
Kl是很复杂,也很漂亮,
也难得让我认识了不同地方来的朋友,
以为可以一直好下去,结果就跟他们拆伙,连句话也不听你说,
知道是自讨苦吃,但也已无回头路,
每次想起都想哭,因为都是自己惹的....
也很感谢到现在还在我身边的Jinyee, 还有Joey,真的,那段时间也是.....

我手机里总是有那么一首歌,
次次听都会勾起那时候的记忆,
很喜欢的歌,也很讨厌,
完全想磨灭的记忆.....

突然很低情绪,
晚安了

#All I Ever Need#


#旧照

9/3/2015, Monday Blue

The last presentation with Jinyee, Joey and Sam, this is their last semester,more appreciate it,
Presentation quite good, but for me, i dun think my present was fluent,
It was totally blank at there,
Haha.....but the part of Sam was absolutely, amazingly, difficulty to cover it,
It seems can't match our concept,
So for Jinyee as the last part, she will need more ideas on it,
Well....we r group one, rest early,laugh early........
And also we r enjoying on Sam 'luxurious' pictures!

8/3/2015, Sunday
Popo house was having a open house,
Got Lulu Car, Satay, and buffet,
Thx for my friends who attending my invitation,haha
Although at the middle i had been catched by my nephew to feed him,
En....... Hang Hang boy very very cute......
The firework also very nice,
But my head and heart was super pain and thinking about the presentation....
Urgh.....finally all ended.....

Sunday, March 08, 2015

Last but Not Least

7.3.2015,Saturday
Finally, the third paper of IATA, Managing, had done,
For now just need to wait for the PASS result after a month,
When the exam was going, i just knew scan faster and more faster,
Answer can't even found in the coursebook, maybe I'm too panic, haha
But had let myself to be relax n finish it....
This paper is better than the second paper,
But those notes all are hidden inside nonsense sentence, difficult to find....

After the exam, me and Jinyee went to Nu central,
We had our brunch at Pasta Zanmai,
Both of us were too hungry, bcos didn't ate anything for breakfast,
Any dishes looks delicious...haha
Had a walk at Nu central, still new, a lot of shop haven't start business yet,
After this went back to the top floor for purchasing two cup of Chatime,
And then walk into the cinema to watch 12Golden Duck, hehe
The movie was showing while we went into, so punctual on time, good ah GSC....
The movie is nice,funny n excited, haha
Especially the last scene when LuHan came out to dance, wow..... Fantastic....
So handsome, can heard my heartbeat beating faster, yaaaaaaaa.....
Still got one Hong Kong artist named JohnBaby, he also very handsome,
I like his Purple Grey Hair much, and then he is come from other planet, haha....
A happy movie today!!!!! 
Of course, Jinyee expression also very funny, haha
Especially LuHan that part, definitely wan jump up ady...... 😅😅😅😅😅
But i also very excited!!!!!  LuHan ahhhhh!!!!!

Tuesday, March 03, 2015

Repairing A Dream

Soooo.....Today noon class canceled, no need to write letter even I skip class,haha
Really scared me about the presentation, finally I can have time to do my slide for HR......
And also, today...erm..is yesterday was STPM result release day,
I can saw my a few friends smiling to take a happy face photo with their result slip,
haha, Congratulation to my friends who get a wonderful results on their STPM,
Form 6 life is not easy to go, if my result can in I will be, but it can't be when SPM,
So i give up to my F6 dream life, choose college life,
My uni dream had been broken before I step into it,
Who can be stay in that, be appreciate, and enjoy it,
Although had been disqualified to be one of the uni student,
you also having a qualification that more than diploma student,
anything will be fine, time pass, things change, mind change..........
Scars be healing by time, 
Dunno how to comfort,
So think wide....

#Dun think the worst but think the better#

#think on other angle#

 

Monday, March 02, 2015

悲喜交加

Presentation 什么的,
我今天知道的时候,完全是崩溃状态,
下午有做,可是是做了fundamental 的slide, 而不是HR 的,
我竟然焦急到眼泪都出来了,完完全全没有做,就算做,也做不完,
我已经放弃了,要翘课,
那天考试没有note我已经急到我慌了,再来就是那些眼神,
我不能忍受,别人的还好,但就是不想要跟那两个扯上,
我知道这次没有准备slide是有责任,但是,恐怖的事,我的组员一个都没提醒,
我疯了,彻底疯了,
刚好堂弟又说要来,我只能丢掉全部,不去想,因为没得想了,
因为那时候已经要9点,晚餐都还没吃,
做屁啊!
哎,我的HR final, 应该要花很多时间让他起死回生!

航航很可爱,可爱到忘我了,
他只要叫我姐姐,我都很甘愿买玩具给他玩,哈哈
看到他来我家那么开心,原本闷闷的,听到他的声音都笑了,
一直用广东话问我 为什么系饭 为什么系鱼 为什么很辣,哈哈哈
我只能回答我肚子饿而已!!
很难得来我家做客,一来就不想回去了,
要回的时候都只站在那里,怎样叫都不走,
真的是很可爱,
下次见面,又是另一个大日子,嗯...可能下星期?哈哈
不知道!

Sunday, March 01, 2015

假期丫

呵呵,过了今天就开课了,假期完结
功课也才这两天开始做,因为是分组,也没那么担心,
但就是有人玩失踪,两个星期都没见过踪影,都不知道他功课的完成度去到哪里

很想念新年前夕的气氛,那个时刻真的很不可思议,
差几天,今年的新年就要过完了,
接下来又回到课业上,也要为我的internship加油,
我的第一愿望就是成功到新加坡寻觅工作,哈哈
虽然之前想说在国内就好,但,我还是希望能出去外面看看别国的月亮太阳
知道会辛苦,也不懂我到底哪根筋坏掉,总之就是希望出到去外面看看
哎,如果是离家,我看我到时候又要好像当兵那样,
哭上一个星期才肯罢休,痛苦

其实一开始问internship要去哪里的时候,
还蛮依赖人的,一直问朋友要去哪里,因为怕
可是我知道,到最后,我都还是自己一个人选择不同的地方
因为几年前就尝试过了,那时候真的是煎熬
嗯,不过问题是,现在说选择去新加坡,但也要看校方同意不同意
至少也要面试的说
只能够加油了!哈哈

星期四跟紫婷他们出,星期五又跟咪咪他们出,
但是祸不单行,一直走错,哈哈,真的有够衰
也还好,最后都平安抵达
我只能说,尽量让我跟车就好,我不喜欢带路
连累自己一个就好,但是还要连累别人,也很不好

最近真的很常驾车跑来跑去,去到亲戚家的时候都在说,哈哈
我很粘家,宁可在家都足不出户的那种人,
应该说没事都不会踏出门口一步,除非我真的闷到发慌那种,
那时候我就会出门走走,走完了,又在家蹲
呵呵
让我宅在家里吧!