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Tuesday, May 26, 2015

我知道是很傻。

心情差到谷底,
虽然说我是看了节目 我结 之后才变差,这很好笑,
但我是真的很郁闷,好像有东西顶在心上,
呜呜,真人秀 连续剧,我真的少看为妙,
还好平常就不爱看戏,但是连节目 我结 都能影响的话,我真的是疯了...
这对组合不懂为什么,一开始不喜欢,看看下又非常的有爱
我是真心希望两个人在一起的,因为真的很适合
哎,我知道节目就是节目,假的就是假的
虽然知道,但我还是很不死心,呜呜
郁闷到很不舒服啊啊啊啊啊
气死我了

星期五的领队考试,还没开始温习咧
心情啊,你就快点重整旗鼓啦,我很辛苦啊
哎.....
都不懂叹了多少次气

节目罢了,节目罢了
呜呜呜呜,节目罢了!!!
Victoria会遇到比Nickhun更帅的男主角........

哎.......

Thursday, May 21, 2015

520

3 weeks after school reopen,
Lot of things change, ppl around me different,
Lecturer, classmates, friends.....
This 2 weeks busy with the tour leading class,
Feel stress for this subject, hard to handle, and all will be on the situation u face,
Hope that everybody can be pass on this subject  easily....

Well, this month i ate a lot of weird food n also tasty food of course,
Then i try Jipongi today, one kind of ice-cream with weird shape,
Hmmm, the taste is normal chocolate n vanilla,
Just special with the shape only, thats all....
Firstly wan to eat Baskin Robin, Wednesday Pink day,
But the staff don mind to serve us, so that we just try Jipongi,
Whatever, cant knew the taste b4 try it....

Try hard on this semester, at least take a result that i can satisfied b4 graduate my college,
And i really more focus on tour leading,
What i can memorized then i memozie it,
With a heart of cant fail!!!!!!! 
Need to be best on this subject.....
Fight for my tour manager life!

Between friends, problem for me from last year till now, no changes,
Started this semester, i really realize what kind of person u r,
Although u more closer to us, u still helping outsider, How can? 
Luckily our future is in different way.......

Besides, I really worry about u,
But my worry is useless,
Until today just know it,
I worry n think at a side,
How stupid am I.

Prepare for the tour leading paper exam,
And also script and knowledge for the tour,
Hwaiting!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, May 13, 2015

就,近况

久没更新了,来走走,
最近新学期也开始了,新科目,新同学,新老师
时间表也是新的,通通都变了,
我的classmates也不再是DTM那班,来的全是一堆豆丁,真想要回去以前的班上课

开课前也发生了点事情,
马六甲行,从三个人变去两个人,世事难料
下个月也要去study trip,说不兴奋是假的
很期待跟靖儿他们的旅行,呵呵

近期,我的心情,不,应该说我的思维情绪一直很乱
走着路,睡觉前,坐在电车上等等,都在胡思乱想
想得我都快疯了,乱想东西是我常有的事,可是最近过于频繁,心有点乱

再来这个月,我的开销有点多,
母亲节也用多了,月尾又要自助旅行,够力了,哈哈
没关系,钱可以赚的,虽然我现在是游手好闲的人,无奈

前天joey也来问候,很久没见到他了,
都不懂他最近怎样,温习温到哪里去了,
杰哥好好陪她就好,咳咳
也说起我自己一个人单独坐在一旁上课,
感觉上好孤单啊自己,不过我也没可能用我的脸去贴别人的冷屁股吧,
都不理我,我还蹭前去不成?
哈哈

有时候会希望自己不是单身,
有一个人在旁边给你捏下脸,抓下头发,恶作剧一下,
说下一些无理取闹的话,
感觉很好,但一切尽是幻想罢了
以我的性格,应该很难找到我的 偶吧 吧
最近可能看太多 我结 了,想要被人照顾的心情真是不安分

母亲节虽过了,但还是要说,
愿天下的母亲/妈妈/妈咪/老妈们,
健健康康,开开心心的.......

哎,最近河马太忙了,我都尽量不找他玩了,
说真的啦,我不会说安慰的话,最多就是要帮忙的话我会去帮,
在医院想说没事的,可是我觉得说了也没什么用处,
因为我不包真的没事,也不敢乱下结论,
未来的事情谁也说不来啊
我也是很害怕,每次都在想着一些不好的事情,
自己都觉得自己很害怕,有时候都会哭出来,我的头太发达了,哈哈

就是这样了
晚安🌙

Tuesday, April 07, 2015

早到的礼物

总是在告诫自己,
不要看别人好,就羡慕别人,
得不到的话就要自己争取,
羡慕也不会攒钱......
每天都在自我催眠啊...

今天的聚会没去成,
我又迷路了,靖儿就维修牙齿,Joey就家里有事回乡了,
所以我就半途逃走,回家去,
很可惜,但是我也不想自己一个人去面对他们.....

昨天 6.4.2015,星期一
我收到了我今年内最早的生日礼物,
靖儿送的,哈哈,真的费心了
而且还是直接送给4个人,
我的天,哪来的心思啊,我都没想那么多
总之就是 谢谢了,哈哈
完全从礼物纸到内在都是 里拉库玛 ,
拆开的时候我都一直在笑,真的是很有趣
我们两个都送了一个共同点啊,
两个都是装水的呢,呵呵

星期日咧,去骑脚车,
慧思不到一个小时就学会了,但是那个失灵就,嗯
再接再厉,不要放弃,哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

Final要来了,下个学期接近中,
读书的日子不多了,
虽然是要珍惜的日子,却也是让我痛苦的日子,
感觉身心都疲倦了,因为面对他们的冷反应,
说习惯也行,但是没人可以给我说话,我会崩溃
我的嘴巴可能会烂掉......

Thursday, April 02, 2015

追随 记忆

终于,我的EXO偶吧们出新歌,新专辑,新造型,
看新mv的那天我完全是开心到,哈哈,一直回播,
哎哟,太帅了,这次收集的歌曲我都很喜欢,
CALL ME BABY,yeahhhh, im ady calling..... My Baby!!!!!
SHINee 偶吧们也说要回归,只是还没那么快,呜呜,我等了好久啊,
其实比起EXO我更期待SHINee的,他们的歌都很好听.......快点come back ahhhh....

好,疯完了,现在来说gst,
可恶的,还没开始就已经很多东西都涨价了,还说不会影响人民的负担,
撞墙啦,就连车站也不能进卡钱了,必须在缴多5毛钱的地方进,
气死我了,而且t n c还有期限,一个月过后没进过钱就要取消那个用户,
我的天,简直是欺人太甚,欺负人啊
呼呼呼,气死我了,细胞都坏死了好多粒!

下个星期一就是jinyee还有joey他们最后一堂课了,好快啊,
最后了,最后啊,想到之后,我真的是,没人再跟我疯EXO了,
唯一一个每次跟我疯的jinyee,呜呜呜呜呜呜
哎,我不会说什么友谊永固,
但愿我会在你心上,当你想起读书时期,就会想到我也是classmates的一份子,
还有EXO的追捧者,哈哈哈哈
EXO万岁

人总是在要失去时才会珍惜啊,
无论朋友还是家人都是,
没有永远,就局限于这几年的光影。

Saturday, March 28, 2015

进行中

两个星期,咳嗽还在持续着,
以为病好了 结果还是没好,
很想天天去上课,在家里无所事事,很无聊,
工作? 上课时间不定时,考试又要来了,新学期还没订下时间,全都很难安排.....

想要旅行,可惜没金钱,
一两天是可以,但我还是腾不出太多....
未来打算,
出来做工,存钱,然后读书,继续修学,
说得容易,想梦一场的未来,
妈咪已经说了,只能供我到这里,接下来就轮到我弟,
修多几张文凭是我想要的,读多些书也是我自身希望,
但我最最最想要的就是到处去旅行,这是很多人的梦想吧,哈哈
旅行嘛....可以学习,体验很多.....
为自己的一生增添色彩....
独自旅行看起来寂寞,但我希望如此,
呵呵,如果途中找到知己当然是件好事,
自己一人是很孤单的....
梦 终归都是 梦,
有能力之时我一定会实现的...
听天由命了...

重看  风起了  宫崎骏的最后一部作品,
鼻子很酸,
梦想实现了,爱人却离去,
最顶不顺离别的戏,每次看了都很伤感,
因为不能在一起.......

希望明天是雨天,实在是太热了,
晚安。

Thursday, March 19, 2015

Thinking out

Times is running, second by second, minutes by minutes, hours by hours,
Precious what u r doing, know it, learn it,
Life may be rough, nice, hard, smooth,
Also can be happy, sad, peace, dissapoint,
Don't always think the bad, and forget the best, vice versa huh...
Life can be change.....

Always said don regret what u had done to urself,
U would need to carry it till the end....
Step on every step could be bad or good,
Be brave to step on n responsible it......

Sometimes I'm still think that, am i really need to retake BM get a C?
Can't even finish my dream n my mum's dream,
It just a dream,
At the end, I'm in college,
All of the times i sigh,
The times run too fast, i cant even chase it,
Keep running out from my fingers.....
Happy or sad moment all will be just one of our memory,
Angry or moody should just an emotion,
Not more than that!

Love noise,
Love silent,
Love alone,
Love people,
Out of these,
I need love from people,
Family, friends,
N of course, one of my only love,
The one my Mr.Alex,( Love,Rosie )....

Saturday, March 14, 2015

Reborn

Done a very straight hair reborn at Yap's Saloon,
His partner very nice, just one year older than me and i didnt realized he also study at sk,
Both of us always bully that da tou, wahaha, so happy,
But reborn a head very tired, long time ago seens my last time,
A head full with medical, my nose.....
Can said that, whole day stay with that da tou,
My dinner, my private night time,
Even my phone he also go through,
So tired........

For the reborn section, most funny part was talking about the friends relation,
One in IT, pet, music, teacher, hotel,economy and me in Tourism,
Hahah, the question, why all of ur friends so smart without u?
It was his luck and fact between all of us,
But really funny........
Bcos, all of us came from different section....

Well.....when two of u free, sure i will go through my promise,
Just don let me drive,
I may very happy...... Haha
Ps: r that still remember on it?

Thursday, March 12, 2015

Annoyed

Going to reborn my hair tmr, long time didn't do it, haha
My parents even friends also said my hair looks fluffy....well

Wednesday was the last day to stay on a GDS class, it was a abacus system,
My class will be once day per week,
Feel free but also nope, need to be a driver too,
Planing for looking a job after bro get his motor license,
Hope he can pass quickly on every test.....

Can't control my emotion this few days,
Feel annoyed, angry, and uncomfortable...
Trying to let myself be cooling down,
On processing....... Haha

Fifty shades of Grey,
Not a nice movie for me, but i love the story,
Willing to watch the continue story of Anna n Christian.....
Need to mention, got a scene i love the most, that both of them inside the helicopter, matching with a song 'love me like you do',
It was without reason to love this scene,
Maybe i love the scenery out from the helicopter, haha....

#testing phone camera#
#searching for good angle#

Tuesday, March 10, 2015

Heart Pain

最近时常有种心痛感,
可能又是到了时候要说分开,
中五那段离别也是,想了很久才走了出来,
不依赖别人,自己走,
感慨两年如此的快,在kl念书,天天往车站去,走路,
Kl是很复杂,也很漂亮,
也难得让我认识了不同地方来的朋友,
以为可以一直好下去,结果就跟他们拆伙,连句话也不听你说,
知道是自讨苦吃,但也已无回头路,
每次想起都想哭,因为都是自己惹的....
也很感谢到现在还在我身边的Jinyee, 还有Joey,真的,那段时间也是.....

我手机里总是有那么一首歌,
次次听都会勾起那时候的记忆,
很喜欢的歌,也很讨厌,
完全想磨灭的记忆.....

突然很低情绪,
晚安了

#All I Ever Need#


#旧照

9/3/2015, Monday Blue

The last presentation with Jinyee, Joey and Sam, this is their last semester,more appreciate it,
Presentation quite good, but for me, i dun think my present was fluent,
It was totally blank at there,
Haha.....but the part of Sam was absolutely, amazingly, difficulty to cover it,
It seems can't match our concept,
So for Jinyee as the last part, she will need more ideas on it,
Well....we r group one, rest early,laugh early........
And also we r enjoying on Sam 'luxurious' pictures!

8/3/2015, Sunday
Popo house was having a open house,
Got Lulu Car, Satay, and buffet,
Thx for my friends who attending my invitation,haha
Although at the middle i had been catched by my nephew to feed him,
En....... Hang Hang boy very very cute......
The firework also very nice,
But my head and heart was super pain and thinking about the presentation....
Urgh.....finally all ended.....

Sunday, March 08, 2015

Last but Not Least

7.3.2015,Saturday
Finally, the third paper of IATA, Managing, had done,
For now just need to wait for the PASS result after a month,
When the exam was going, i just knew scan faster and more faster,
Answer can't even found in the coursebook, maybe I'm too panic, haha
But had let myself to be relax n finish it....
This paper is better than the second paper,
But those notes all are hidden inside nonsense sentence, difficult to find....

After the exam, me and Jinyee went to Nu central,
We had our brunch at Pasta Zanmai,
Both of us were too hungry, bcos didn't ate anything for breakfast,
Any dishes looks delicious...haha
Had a walk at Nu central, still new, a lot of shop haven't start business yet,
After this went back to the top floor for purchasing two cup of Chatime,
And then walk into the cinema to watch 12Golden Duck, hehe
The movie was showing while we went into, so punctual on time, good ah GSC....
The movie is nice,funny n excited, haha
Especially the last scene when LuHan came out to dance, wow..... Fantastic....
So handsome, can heard my heartbeat beating faster, yaaaaaaaa.....
Still got one Hong Kong artist named JohnBaby, he also very handsome,
I like his Purple Grey Hair much, and then he is come from other planet, haha....
A happy movie today!!!!! 
Of course, Jinyee expression also very funny, haha
Especially LuHan that part, definitely wan jump up ady...... 😅😅😅😅😅
But i also very excited!!!!!  LuHan ahhhhh!!!!!

Tuesday, March 03, 2015

Repairing A Dream

Soooo.....Today noon class canceled, no need to write letter even I skip class,haha
Really scared me about the presentation, finally I can have time to do my slide for HR......
And also, today...erm..is yesterday was STPM result release day,
I can saw my a few friends smiling to take a happy face photo with their result slip,
haha, Congratulation to my friends who get a wonderful results on their STPM,
Form 6 life is not easy to go, if my result can in I will be, but it can't be when SPM,
So i give up to my F6 dream life, choose college life,
My uni dream had been broken before I step into it,
Who can be stay in that, be appreciate, and enjoy it,
Although had been disqualified to be one of the uni student,
you also having a qualification that more than diploma student,
anything will be fine, time pass, things change, mind change..........
Scars be healing by time, 
Dunno how to comfort,
So think wide....

#Dun think the worst but think the better#

#think on other angle#

 

Monday, March 02, 2015

悲喜交加

Presentation 什么的,
我今天知道的时候,完全是崩溃状态,
下午有做,可是是做了fundamental 的slide, 而不是HR 的,
我竟然焦急到眼泪都出来了,完完全全没有做,就算做,也做不完,
我已经放弃了,要翘课,
那天考试没有note我已经急到我慌了,再来就是那些眼神,
我不能忍受,别人的还好,但就是不想要跟那两个扯上,
我知道这次没有准备slide是有责任,但是,恐怖的事,我的组员一个都没提醒,
我疯了,彻底疯了,
刚好堂弟又说要来,我只能丢掉全部,不去想,因为没得想了,
因为那时候已经要9点,晚餐都还没吃,
做屁啊!
哎,我的HR final, 应该要花很多时间让他起死回生!

航航很可爱,可爱到忘我了,
他只要叫我姐姐,我都很甘愿买玩具给他玩,哈哈
看到他来我家那么开心,原本闷闷的,听到他的声音都笑了,
一直用广东话问我 为什么系饭 为什么系鱼 为什么很辣,哈哈哈
我只能回答我肚子饿而已!!
很难得来我家做客,一来就不想回去了,
要回的时候都只站在那里,怎样叫都不走,
真的是很可爱,
下次见面,又是另一个大日子,嗯...可能下星期?哈哈
不知道!

Sunday, March 01, 2015

假期丫

呵呵,过了今天就开课了,假期完结
功课也才这两天开始做,因为是分组,也没那么担心,
但就是有人玩失踪,两个星期都没见过踪影,都不知道他功课的完成度去到哪里

很想念新年前夕的气氛,那个时刻真的很不可思议,
差几天,今年的新年就要过完了,
接下来又回到课业上,也要为我的internship加油,
我的第一愿望就是成功到新加坡寻觅工作,哈哈
虽然之前想说在国内就好,但,我还是希望能出去外面看看别国的月亮太阳
知道会辛苦,也不懂我到底哪根筋坏掉,总之就是希望出到去外面看看
哎,如果是离家,我看我到时候又要好像当兵那样,
哭上一个星期才肯罢休,痛苦

其实一开始问internship要去哪里的时候,
还蛮依赖人的,一直问朋友要去哪里,因为怕
可是我知道,到最后,我都还是自己一个人选择不同的地方
因为几年前就尝试过了,那时候真的是煎熬
嗯,不过问题是,现在说选择去新加坡,但也要看校方同意不同意
至少也要面试的说
只能够加油了!哈哈

星期四跟紫婷他们出,星期五又跟咪咪他们出,
但是祸不单行,一直走错,哈哈,真的有够衰
也还好,最后都平安抵达
我只能说,尽量让我跟车就好,我不喜欢带路
连累自己一个就好,但是还要连累别人,也很不好

最近真的很常驾车跑来跑去,去到亲戚家的时候都在说,哈哈
我很粘家,宁可在家都足不出户的那种人,
应该说没事都不会踏出门口一步,除非我真的闷到发慌那种,
那时候我就会出门走走,走完了,又在家蹲
呵呵
让我宅在家里吧!

Wednesday, February 25, 2015

行程

新年就要过完了,好快,
这里去下那里去下,
难得新年有的跟家人在一起,很开心,
我也吃肥了,哈哈,爸爸都说我肥,
好吧,我是真的肥了,天天吃超过我预算的食物,怎么不肥?
我不是吃年食吃成的,而是聚餐的时候吃多了,
我要控制了,呜呜呜.....

过下过下都初八了,
初四去了适耕庄一日游,好玩,
旅游区就在两隔壁,热浪海滩,南天宫,绿油油的稻田....
虽然很热,都很开心,
做大家的导航也很压力,全都靠你来带路,
我也只能依靠gps了,偏偏网络就是不给力,一直下车问人,哈哈
问热浪海滩的时候,当地人还说 从这里游过去就行了,很近的,我无言.....
至于初五嘛,就往东禅寺去,久违了,
人潮很多,也没以往的让我流连忘返,
这次稍微让我提不起劲,哈哈
初六就去用了我四张的免费电影卷来看一套贺岁电影,浮华宴,
没想象中的好看,但也不错好笑啦,
弟弟表弟想要看的Kingsman又只能过了18才能看,
所以,看戏的行程就这样结束了,没什么欲望啊....但就是想要Kingsman而已
初七就回嘛嘛家吃饭,航航在我们回之前都不放人,够力了...
初八就中学同学聚会,
很难得差不多全到,开心,也很无厘头去了我家拜年,哈哈
我只能说,我们下次去戏院比比 看谁的笑声比较厉害,当然是要看喜剧啦
明天又将继续第二摊,daisy班滴

Saturday, February 21, 2015

新年

除夕夜  大年初一  年初二
说忙忙忙,一下子,转眼就过了两天,
我繁忙的新年,
拜年  亲戚请吃  家人聚会  旅游
难得新年可以全部聚在一起聊天,
平时都个忙个,少见的姨丈也在,还满开心的,
明天又说要去拜年 唱K,呵呵呵
又是驾kancil仔的时候了,
人数太多,车子不够载,连小车子都要出动了,哈哈哈

大年初一的时候,呵呵呵
可能穿得一身红啊,嘛嘛 超开心的,
跟他搓了一次麻将我就逃掉了,因为她要赌钱的啊,
赶紧pass给爸爸还有叔叔,去跟我的航航boy玩,
然后去了一下jusco,但是戏票买不成,
最后回家睡觉,充完电,再来玩麻将,
一年才那么一次的麻将,
谁都会比较兴奋,难得有得玩,呵呵
至于初二,
去了婆婆家,聊聊天,跟婆婆拜个年,
就散会,回家冲凉,准备到德珍吃晚餐,
今年比较特别,有亲戚请吃,
所以妈咪他们不必煮,
也刚好给我遇到 嘉嘉,
中三时候同班的朋友,
真的隔了很久没见了,
那时候也跟他去了一次星洲日报的华语讲座会,
还有佩伶也一起,
Ishh.....真的是好巧.....
😊😊😊😊😊😊

暂时就这样,
晚安,还有,
新年快乐,万事如意,恭喜恭喜...🐑🐑🐑🐑

Tuesday, February 17, 2015

One Day left

One more day to clean and prepare for cny,
It's time to the end for the preparation,
Something feel bored or a bit lonely, haha
Planning for the first day of cny watch movie,
Bcos get two pieces of free movie tickets....
Expecting to go back ma ma house for the reunion dinner, of course my hang hang boy too.....

Mahjoong also taking out to start our game,
We r not gamble with real money, instead with fake coins,
Healthy Gamblers.....hahaha

Tmr will be dye my hair,let those white hair become black, Let it Gooooo.......
😄😄😄😄😄😄😄

Listed

Hmmm.....
Senses of music, Jazz?  Pop?  Classic?
Whatever....when the song heard good, it will be in my song list,
Sometime with Strong bass,
Sometime with Pop,
Sometime with Tender,
Or Sometime with Encouragement....
For my past,
I like k-pop most,
Now, for me, English song is my trend,
Also mix with some Chinese Song.... Haha

List for now:-
周杰伦,手写的从前,算什么男人
王力宏,你的爱,梦寐以求,唯一
Alin,给我一个理由忘记,幸福了 然后呢
杨晨林,匿名的朋友,点水
林俊杰,可惜没有如果,我还想他,Checkmate, 手心的蔷薇
颜慧萍,好时光,good night
Selina, 3.1415
Chris Brown,  AYO
Alex Goot,It Girl ,Beauty n a Beast, Catch a Breathe
Carly, Good Time
Bruno Mars,  The Lazy Song
Sam Smith,  Stay With Me
Jason Chen, Solo Game

Everyday on the way to college will be repeating,
It be my wake up song,haha....
Let me be awake on the lrt, n wont be bored.....
😅😅😅😅😅

Finally, CNY countdown for one more day,
The preparation were having a long period,
But feel like nothing now, maybe clean early, free now..... Hahaha

🐑🐑🐑🐑🐑
🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻
🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀

Monday, February 16, 2015

Cat

Sunday....Recycle Day....Cat Day.....
Went to Ipoh Road early in the morning for doing the recycling,
Actually all r rubbish, just keep separating them into white paper, plastic, glass.......
Well..... The point r not cleaning them,
Is a cat......
The cat came from the house opposite our ♻ station,
It's a pet cat, with smooth fur n also very clean,
Im trying to touch it, its success,
Smooth, and cute, keep touching me,
If can, i hope it will be my pet,
Cute untill i cant handle myself ady!!!!!
Even my lock screen also is it.....

Done decorating the cork board that i bought on yesterday,
Full with photos n my memory,
Photo with Jin Yee n Joey were less, so just print them out,
And can think back what in this two years we had done,
For Hippo part,
There's too many photo i like n choose,
The most headaches part was here, haha,
It will be continued by next cork board.....
Soon......😀😀😀😀

#喵星人侵袭地球啦#

Saturday, February 14, 2015

Rose n Couples

Anything i can think about Valentines r like rose or twice... Like couples...haha
Erm.... For me....
Valentines were like none, bcos no boyfriend.....hahaha....
But i like how the ppl celebrate it, hehe....
Rose is the one i can be related to Valentines Day,
Without it will feel weird....

The past Tuesday,
I met my aunt,
Embracing to said that,
That moment i just woke up,
And she just keep calling me 'Our YE Princess was awake... '
hahaha....
This is the first time she ask me,
'Do u have Boyfriend?'
Hmm..... Less ppl ask me this question,
Bcos they always will be ask my cousin sis,
Haha....Im not that elder,so...still have time to find my love,
Be Steady.... Haha.....
Im enjoying my single time, it's freedom....
Of course, sometimes also will need a hug....≥﹏≤

Friday, February 13, 2015

A boy

Changing.....
Anythings......

Im easily accept others request,
Even feel unlike to do it, but i also will reply it with a 'can',
Very less i request friends to help me, either is buy anything or assignment,
Dislike make inconvenience to others,
Make troubles to them will let me not feeling well,
But, sometimes really need help, i cant make a demand,
It's may be a bad habit or a good too.....
Hopefully i can be more independent n powerful......

Holiday period r too long,
Now already start bored...

Valentines day will be on this comin Saturday,
Well..... Wish all couples continue their lovely lovely life, sweet sweet love,
And for single,
Let's party every night!!!!!! Hahahahahahahaa
[ just kidding... How can i.....  ]

Actually oo....there's a boy i met while take lrt to college,
Erm....he is not handsome at all,
Dark skin, always wearing a cap....
Looks like love to play sport....
He let my heart beat.....the feelin how nice ah....
Hahahaha.....I would search where he is on the lrt everytime i go to college....
So far so good............😄😄😄😄😄

Thursday, February 12, 2015

Soon

Counting down for CNY.....⏪⏩
Left few days, so exciting for it coming,
My mahjoong game will begin soon, just cny moment can play it only, once time a year, haha
Family one day trip, neway in this year again,
Willing to go some temple for pray,
And then hope can accompany some friend hang out for lunch? Hehe...
Maybe jin yee/joey, don't ever special hang out with them, hmmm.....🔍🔍🔍🔍
Hippo will be the most.....haha.... 😅😅😅

Well, finally my car stirring got new dress,
No need to worry about it will broken slowly,
I can turn it whatever i like,wahahahahaha.....!!!
Also bought a rm5 photo frame to keep my photo,
Love it so so much,
At the end, my photo can live in a nice place.......
Fortunately!!!! 🍀🍀🍀🍀

Valentines Day will be on this coming Saturday,💖
College today had a special event for it,
Selling Rose, Marshmallow,and so else, 🌹🍡
The music was so loud that can effect our class,
Sir dismissed class early,
Me,Joey,Jin yee n Sam, stay back for the fundamental assignment,
Discuss till one o'clock,me n sam went to klcc, other of them just went to mid valley,
That Sam treat me a cup of Chatime,
Ermm.... Going to paid but he more faster than me,
He said what valentines smthg, well....
Thx for the Chatime, haha....😊😊😊

Wednesday, February 11, 2015

Preparation

First presentation for 2015,
Group members with CT, Vanessa,AhYi,Joey n Jin yee....
Six of us first time in one group, n it also will be the last time,
The present looks good for me, not bad,
But at noon there will be a mid term test, didn't prepared, no notes,
Just study for 45 minutes,then essay for 3 chapters,
What the.....just hope final n assignment can be helping me a bit........
After CNY holiday, IATA Managing is waiting me, mid term again n then presentation,
All coming together, stressful......

Tonight im having a mask section for myself,
Long time didn't do it, it's time for my beauty way, haha
Skin getting older, can't be lazy anymore....

Preparation for CNY,
Clothes, Shoe, Drinks, Cleanliness, Snacks......
Going to the end,
This year early done for the preparation,
Free for play now.... Hahahaha...
Similarly, time to done my assignment,
And then holiday no need to think about it....
Woohoooo!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, February 10, 2015

Taiping n Penang

Started last Wednesday until Sunday,
There was a 5Days n 4Nights trip to Taiping,
Four girls took a bus, used up to 4 hours to reach Taiping,
We stayed at Hippo's aunt house,
Also went around for the food, nice view and animals.....haha....
Taiping lake scenery very nice, we played the big bubbles beside the lake,
Taiping Zoo's animals all like grandparents age levels, look very old, especially the camel,
Sepateng, hutan payar bakau, igloo charcoal maker, poison inside the clinic...
Penang also in our schedule,
But we just went to Queensbay Mall for shopping,my Jelly Bunny purse founded in Penang, haha
Night market at Butterworth, a temple called 斗母宫,once time a year, whole street full of tang lung, ang ang ah....
Pasar pagi i also been there, nian gao bought back one, slipper bought back two,hahahahahahaha
I also try a lot food that KL dun have,
Like Balitung,Ang Dao Ga, 吉灵面,鱼丸炒果条,萝卜糕,
So many type of dishes, so tasty.........
Especially the 萝卜糕,very nice....

It was an unforgettable trip,
I will be back for the coming next year, wahahahahaha.......
Going to learn Hokkien from my dad....
😅😅😅😅😅

Monday, February 02, 2015

Driving

Yesterday went to UTC,n IOI city mall,
I drove to there with Hippo.....
But the gps always joke on me,
Slip to the left...slip to the right....make a U-turn....↪↩🔀
Ooooooohhhhhh........ 💦💦💦
So frustrated,Cant give me a fast respond b4 I turn my stirring.....
Actually,
We decide to go Mid Valley at first,
But we missed the slip to ur left,
So..... At the end......
Both of us appeared at IOI city mall,
And with the Brownie n Cony,
Haha.....
Shopped at PDI,Brans outlet,
Even Tesco we also went, hehe...
Our dinner at Sushi Zanmai,
Food were too slow to serve into my stomach,
Keep complaining n Tasting the Soyu....
Ah........damn hungry......
Finished those sushi...... 🍣🍤🍱
We argued about the Mint herba,
Pudina is Malay word, cant understand, so using my nose to smell for the mint,
Hmm..... Well...... Finally,
I won a sundae cone vanilla mcd ice-cream,haha....🍦🍦🍦
So Happy!!!!!!!😁😁😁😁

Wednesday, January 28, 2015

Down

Yesterday college photoshoot,
All of us were act like a good student in class,
Hehe... Even all of us r totally a good student,
Besides,
There's a handsome foreigner, i think he is come from Denmark,
Everyone were attracted by him,
He is a bit like a character in Harry Potter,
Erm....well.... He also special choose by college to photoshoot at Gym room.....haha.... 😅

After the photo section done,
Me n Jin Yee rushed to Lowyat,
Bcos she wan to buy screen protector for her new phone,
And me just the one she invite,
But im the winner at last,haha....
I brought back an Ipad Air 32GB Space Grey,
On the way home... My heart was so nervous,
It's cost thousands smthg, if got anything happen, then GG. COM,haha....
Honestly, i should bring my dad to there for purchase,
But i worry after today there were no more stock for space grey color,
Went to a few Machine outlets, but all sold out,
Luckily here have it....
Haha....

Submission day is coming,
My assignment.......
Anyway.... It will done at the end... Hahahahahahahaa........
🍃🍃🍃🍃

Repeating the same question n problem,
I just can let myself release on typing it out,
Keep repeat until i success to put them down....🐾🌻

Ignored

There's no my place to step in anymore,
Even in colleague's group chat, or here,
It's empty everywhere.......
Every time i one step forward,
They step backward,
One attack one defense......
Awkward moment while I'm talk with them,
So.... Am i need to leave it?
I don't want, but stay will let me suffering,
It's not a best choose for me.....

Going to leave, but it will take some times,
Time will change anything,
And i will be the first influence,
To impact everyone of them,
But i knew it,
I'm not the first or second, but the last....
I just giving myself a reason to escape early and self protecting only,
My chosen and My Life!
We r End!

Monday, January 26, 2015

Fun Day

Sooooooo........
CNY is comin soon!!!! Saturday Sunday.....
Twice day were going to shop here and there,
Since the shopping switch on...it will be like continue.....
Today had been shop at Ikea, A lot cute stuffs there,
Im focusing on long mirror, i wish to have one since last year,
But it's a bit expensive,and dunno where i can hang it,
So....think till now still is an unknown for me to buy it, haha....
Shop at Ikea is a fun,
A lot creative and daily life designs,
Totally can play there, my bro also seems exciting,haha...with no reason...

Well....Monday got presentation,also have forum,
Want to let myself be motivated by someone,
But who?
Haha.....self motivation......and also self exertion?
Erm....i think so.....
😅😅😅

Sunday, January 25, 2015

Sweet Dream

跟妈咪走了整天,我的脑袋快要秀逗了,
但是妈咪却看起来还很精神,我这个驾车的就来精神分裂了 ,
星期一还有presentation,之后又有讲座,又懒惰做assignment,
呜呜呜.....
我要问问看Joey... 有没有可以让我变勤劳的水晶手链,
我也要去买一条来带,爱情 发财 那些也去问问,
左手右手隔一条,再让脚也带上,呵呵呵.....
辟邪的应该也不错,辟小人啊,啊哈哈哈哈

有点期待去太平的旅行的,因为上次经过了那里,
却没能去到那里乱逛,有点不甘心,
再来我的心都在太平湖上了,哈哈哈

最近好像变回以前的神经模样,但还是有时候怪怪的,
越来越不懂自己要做什么,😵😵😵
尤其担心毕业之后的事,不懂要到哪里去,然后又要做什么....
跟一开始迷茫选修什么科目的时候一样茫.....

我有很多事想说出来,可是我不懂要怎么说,
也不懂要对着谁说,但那天我破例了,
我看了那张照片之后,竟然奇迹般,
我对着我的 乐乐 说东西,当然只有一句啦,那句后就没了
对非生物的一句话,真的是奇迹

最近做梦的次数从零打破了,
非常少做梦的我梦见了很多人,
有让我感觉熟悉,却陌生的,
有讨厌的,有莫名其妙的,好怪
不是噩梦却让我感觉很不舒服,
因为在梦里我住的地方是白色建筑物,
但是里面的摆设是我熟悉的,
很奇怪,非常奇怪,整身都很怪
👀👀👀

希望有个快乐的梦,让我在里面开心一整晚
😆😅😆😅😝😝😝

Wednesday, January 21, 2015

火气上升

昨天晚上,发生了让我很绝望的事情,
我写了一篇很极端的文章,
但好在我在发布前去吃了晚餐,所以文章也就发布不了了,
太气愤了,我彻底的对他失望,
甚至气到我的眼泪在眼眶打转,
还好,晚餐时的聊天化解了我的愤怒我的悲伤......

把我喜欢的东西送给我想送的人是我一直以来的习惯,
我把 米米 送了给你,你却把它送给了一只喵,
很多不堪入耳的话想飙出来,可是我在心里骂完了,
但我还是要说,(我的坏心要出来了)
你这个没心没肺的家伙,去吃大便啦!
(分手快乐 的歌在我耳边响起)
我的 乐乐 就算失去了 米米 也还有我这个妈咪在.....
你就去你的爱情滋润啦,我瞥视你!
真的是不骂出来的话我会很不舒服,
我彻底的崩溃了,我要是再受什么刺激的话我就有可能会得心理病.....
就算你们看到了这篇文章,要骂要打,尽管来,
不敢在面书发帖?你以为我不敢,这只是你的习惯而不是我的,
如果觉得我骂的是全错的话,我有误解的话,
就来更正我吧....我随时欢迎.....
我只是把我所看到的,感觉到的写了出来而已.......

好了,愤怒写完了,就来点开心的吧,
去年12月的时候去参加了我IATA consultant考试,
以为不会有个好结果,但也还好,
班上五个人不及格,十二个人及格,
老师当然都有点失望,但也没办法,我们尽力了,
有人喜有人忧,有人笑有人哭,
我并没有激动到可以给的了这些情绪,
虽然是校长弄得我很紧张,哈哈,紧张过了就是肚子饿,
得到成绩之后立刻跟靖儿赶往时代,他要为他的新手机 小灰 买新衣服,
而且衣服还是正版的咧,不过很好看,神奇到令我入迷,真好看啊,
吃饱后我就匆匆搭电车回去了,呵呵
有点不真实啊今天......
靖儿还是第一次约我去时代啊,哈哈哈哈
下次放学有机会再跟他去过,呵呵,
去到那里我就好像导航一样,他还真的很少去啊......😅😅😅

Tuesday, January 20, 2015

Concertos Monday

又是星期一,👓👔👚🎐
我依旧是赖床的早上,很热,热死了,
今天超级稀有的没绑头发去上课,
因为走去学校就够力热了,所以每天都有绑,
今天却懒惰了,
但还好,今天外面吹风,太阳依然爱死我,不过不是很热,哈哈
午餐的时候也跟靖儿去吃了寿司三味,今年第一次,呵呵 🍛🍣🍤
因为实在是没东西吃了,学校附近的又在装修,
所以,荷包出血也去吃了一餐,我已经没药救了,😂😂😂
吃完了,我又顶着猛烈的太阳,回到我冰如北极的课室,🌞❄🌞❄🌞
授课老师简直是在施催眠术,很难熬,有时都听不懂,
今天是没有想睡啦,但就是一直打哈欠而已,呵呵
我也有认真的在抄笔记,但是笔记抄到一半,slide就换了,
哎......

觉得我越来越偏离人群了,
有种 好懒惰讲话 的感觉,
我是很爱讲话,但就是找不到人讲,
以为我们有好转,结果还是一样,
原来都是我在发白日梦,💬💬💬
我真想自己是不会说话的人,
总觉得说多错多......

我是罪人吗?
为什么对到我就不能像以前一样...
为什么.....🍃🍃🍃

Monday, January 12, 2015

幸福就在下一站

一大早六点多就起床,跟随弟弟的脚步,他刷好了牙就轮到我梳洗,
吃了两片面包,喝杯水,我们就出发,
弟弟他们就是开学日,而我就是打最后一支预防针的日子....
我很准时抵达了跟Joey约定的车站,可是他却身陷在车龙中,
我又不想要那么早到诊所,所以就一直等Joey来,
等下等下,我眼前的电车都不懂唰唰唰的过了多少辆,🚅🚅🚅
虽然Joey一直要我不要等他,不过我却硬要等,不想早下去之外,
还有就是看着电车在我面前轰隆隆的过,心情竟然很愉悦,
感觉就像不开心的事情被电车一起载走了,
她也说我是变态,哈哈哈哈,笑死我了
总之,我等了又等,足足等了一个小时半,
手机的电量也在这一两个小时里消耗了一大半,下午还有课的说
最终,我跟Joey是今天最后两个打针的人,
他33号,我34号,
也很庆幸他这次竟然没有因为痛而喊出来,呵呵,忍得很好啊
我们最后一支预防针就这样在等待以及匆忙的情形下落下巨幕🏁🏁🏁
之后就随彩婷他们的车子回学院,但是却很理直气壮的去了叔叔,
说要吃了早餐才去上课,哈哈,没辙,就跟罢了
很久没有这样的情况出现了,一起吃早餐什么的,都是很久以前的事了
今天也是我那么久以来第一次跟圆圆说话,
虽然没什么,但我还是很开心,他竟然叫了我的名字
其实,我昨天是因为他还有莎莎他们而失眠了
原本只是想想而已,结果越想越深,导致失眠
果然啊,我还是会因为你一点点的举动而开心,不过已经没当时的心情
呵呵,看来我还蛮成功脱离了那段时间啊...
今天Fha放学时候来问我,到底我跟他们怎么了,
虽然我本身是没有自觉会有人发现啦,
但当我问为什么你会知道的时候,他竟然回答,应该没有人看不出来,
我顿时无言,呵呵,也对啦,那么明显,
以前都不会分开坐的,可是这几个月都是分开坐,也没说话
果然旁观者清啊,哈哈

一整天下来累死了,放学后的电车,
今天又出故障了,还好跟靖儿是站在门边,所以还可以勉强挤进去
换车后也是等了半天,我的身心就快要被睡意给侵蚀了
我站着都在打盹,恐怖啊
靖儿也在上车前说,不要沮丧,因为...
“幸福就在下一站”
哈哈,这句话可是我妈妈不小心记错戏名而说错了,
我告诉她们后几乎都会说出来,笑死我了,
不过也很有意思,呵呵
把字给互换了位置后意思也有点不同了 😊😊😊

幸福就在下一站 🌻🍀🌻🍀🌻