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Wednesday, May 28, 2014

Rain

Rain rain go away, Come again another day...

For today, my brain was working for a whole day,
Morning class 3 hours just used for 4 questions of Air Fare,
And at noon class 3 hours for General Knowledge questions,
How tiring.....
But a thunder came shocked us n stop our class,
That is our final exam result,
My result is better than my first sem,
Luckily no resit this time,
Straight B and with a mark 3.15,
I know is not that well,
But my mind is blank while I saw my result,
Half with happiness n half with disappointed,
I had let myself expect with some A,
But the end was no A at all,
Just have B,
I had more hardworking on my sem 2 exam,
Lastly came out with this result....
In college is easy to get good result than study in F6,
F6 subject r more difficult than college,
So....
My mum said my result is not that good,
I argued with her,
Even I knew she was right,
But....I just want to let myself feel comfortable.....

I try to have some interest to let my mind fresh,
That's why now I crazy with EXO,
Actually I can practice violin, guitar,
Practice my taekwondo, reading etc....
But......no one will let me feel like " no need to think ",
So don't say me crazy with them,
Actually it just my way to release stress.....

...............

Friday, May 23, 2014

放弃治疗

我只能说,
最近我的心情真的很不好,
明天是想去唱K,不过....
自今天早上的事件发生后,
我就放弃了,改为考试后吧.....
明明我就没错,
只是语气上有点问题而已,
就把我的意思给瓦解了,
好吧,都是我的错!!!!!!
无力.......

一早扛着重重的课本,
还好没下雨,要不然,
主人跟课本都遭殃了,
再来....今天学院那里的电梯坏了,
4架就只剩下2架,
20层的人要用,
等都等半天,
好啦,以为到了12楼,
结果是我们staff的那层10楼,
要命!还有什么?爬楼梯呗!
汗如雨下啊.....

我真的觉得自己不再像以前的我了,
虽然说 人是会变的,不过我真的觉得我自己......
性格扭曲了!
以前我不会顶我妈妈的嘴,
现在像什么样?有可能我忍了很久吧....
不然我会得忧郁症啊...
再来,
就是语气了,
信息,说话,
其实我不是那个意思,
可是就偏偏别人会听成那个意思,
我真的是,
一开始我会辩解的,
久了就算了,误会就误会吧.....

中学那个群组不懂还有没有function着,
哈哈....越来越少notification了,
不过就算看到想留言我也没勇气留,
而且不懂要给些什么样的回应,
也觉得自己越来越懦弱.....
好像在逃离一些东西。


Yess...? SeHun oppa,,
U want fetch me to ur EXO first concert tonight??
I hope I can take a direct flight to Seoul to meet u,,
Now I just can dream it......TT
How Sad....

Thursday, May 22, 2014

储蓄

怎样才能让我储蓄到钱?
我为了储蓄一直在控制自己,
结果我还是做不到,
弟弟就跟我相反,
哎......
可能在KL读书诱惑大,
而且最近又常常有下午的课,
午餐都在那里解决,
我的钱哗哗哗的流出....
储蓄,
我真的办不到!!!!!

昨天有个模拟考试,
老师要测试我们在模拟考里可以有怎样的成绩,
结果班上没有一个人是 PASS WITH DISTINCTION,
可悲,
我都刚刚好及格,
臭 AH YI 死乌鸦嘴!!!!!!
明天又有模拟考,
只能说 自我保重!!!!!!

最近 radio 时常听到 左邻右里 这首歌,
虽然不常听广东歌,
不过觉得这首歌很好玩,
更何况我的广东话好不到哪里去,
也就是说唱到很像外星语,
而且很搞笑,
应该....最近会常唱...
顺便锻炼我的广东话,
哈哈!!!!!!






我最近真的常抓头发狂!!!!
划开手机锁屏,
看到 oppa 的时候,
心情什么都变好

Wednesday, May 21, 2014

Want go Healing

Monday night,,
Again...I overnight at my friends there,,
Thank u Ah Boy came to my house fetch me,,
But oo.......
Pls drive slowly,,
My heart beat so fast,,and my hands became cold and wet,,
The speed was totally shocked me that night....
Actually we wanted to go Beauty Fair,,Tuesday no class...
And they said if I not overnight with them,,
The next day I should wait for them alone,,
So the best idea is went to their hostel sleep......!!!!!!
Feel freedom stay in hostel,,
No one will disturb u what u can do or not,,
And also can chat with friends,,
Is a best way to heal my heart...for me la...

I found a best product for my whole family to use,,
Aloe Vera,,RM50,,can use for who r in injury,sunburn etc.
I bought it is because my dad,,
His skin is not that well,,
So.......RM 50 spent out,,
My heart is crying but I'm very happy....haizz....

Okay,,
Let's throwback to Monday,,
The day that all students have to wear formal wear,,
Can't wear sport shoe on this day is like I drop down from heaven to hell,,
That shoe is stupid make my leg pain,,
Now also paining,,
Cry....Tuesday I still walked for whole day,,
I crazy ady!!!!!
But there's a miracle,,
I saw my dream shoe,,
It's comfortable,flat,and pretty,,suit for my formal look,,haha....
Ouuuu.....That shoe is very cute,,
Luckily it not cost me 100 and above,,
If not I will cry gao gao.....
My target next month,,
THAT CUTE SHOE!!!!!><

My IATA exam,,
The chance of PASS WITH DISTINCTION is wrong not over 15,,
That's means I should correct 85 question out from 100,,
Today sir gave us exercise using 3 hours to complete,,
We did it,,
But not distinction,,
We just reached the level PASS only,,
How sad,,
Before reach no.50 I still have hope,,
But after pass 50,,
Say goodbye to it,,
Have to work more harder than before,,
MEMORY CARD STUCK!!!!!!!!


Saturday, May 17, 2014

Just "ANYWAY"

After final exam just had past two weeks,,
Now should prepare for IATA exam,,
100 questions with using 3 hours to answer,,
Don't know can handle or not......
Yesterday my lecturer had give homework for us,,
But I really forget I still have homework,,
Until my friends they LINE me just realize,,
LOL...Haha...

I get shocked again,,
A girl that I know in secondary school,,
Will get married soon,,
It's like.....
In my age now is the time to marry.....
Everyone I know is going to marry,,
What situation ah???
Anyway,,
I still want to enjoy my single life,,
I still want to travel,,
I still want to know anything that I don't know,,
I still want go my oppa concert,,
I still want be a member of 追星族,,
etc.....

My hair is getting long slowly,,
But suddenly got a feel that,,
Wanna cut it to short again,,
Why ah???
I'm still miss my short hair??
........DUNNO......
TT

No mood

Long time didn't listen music at night,,
Music time always in the morning,, haha...
Today feel uncomfortable,,
Moody....
In my mind full with EXO's song,,
Can't explain why I like them that much,,
Haiz...
Finally they just like continue their seniors way,,
Kris also have problem with those lawsuit same as SJ n TVXQ,,
What the.....
While the news that mention Kris will leave EXO,,
On that moment,,
I just like,, Oh Gosh!!! It just a nightmare!!!
Can't believe what I read and heard,,
Leave one also can't,,
They must be 12!!!!!

We r One!!!....
EXO相爱吧!!! :)

Monday, May 12, 2014

Mess

Hola...
Today is the day I start my sem 3 life,,
College today is stupid/heavy/more people,,
What The Hell!!!!!!!!!!!!
Because I walk from LRT station to college,,
It will be a distance,, and I sweat every time,,
Not only today,,but the situation today was mess like I want to cry...
Crowded people stay inside the lounge,,
Counters UNKNOWN a lot,, People UNKNOWN a lot,,
Luckily saw sir sitting inside the room,,
If not I can't survive....

In 5th June,,
I will have my IATA exam from Canada,,
Hopefully I can pass with distinction,,
If not,,the level of the certificate after I resit and pass will be downgrade,,
With distinction is the Best!!!!!
Pls let me past!!!!!!!
Wednesday will know my sem 2 result,,
Sir told us one,,
Also wish don't resit any subject anymore.....

Last night had a dinner with family,,
Happy night,, also is my uncle's birthday,,
Haha...and also thanks to uncles and aunts donate to the hungry 30...

SeHun oppa change his hair color to ash silver,,
Change color again,, it's too damage ur health,,
Please less dye ur hair,,
But u with this color is very/super nice!!!!!!
Super suit u,,
Oppa Sa Rang Hae!!!!!! [ love ]

style in WOLF!!!!
Rainbow Hair....love ah!!!!!!


Saturday, May 10, 2014

Peace

YeHet!!!!!!
Finally,,I went to TS n Sungai Wang,,
Spend time with hippo,,
First,,
We meet at South City bus stop,,
But bcos of the lorry had 'out of service',,
Whole street traffic jam jam jam,,
And saw the bus gone in front of me,,
Sad case....but Luckily,,
We no need to wait that long time for the 2nd bus,,
It's came in a few minutes....Yesss...lucky...

Both of us was very stupid hungry,,
But we still waste time in Samsung stall and lost,,
Bcos even we reached also dunno want to have what as our breakfast...
MCD out,, KFC out,,
Then we went to 'Taipei City' to have our Taiwan style breakfast,,
But the most funniest part is I can't found a WC to wash my dirty hand,,
After I had my fried chicken,,
Each floor I went also not working,,What The!!!!
Starbucks was our next,,
Beverage actually/almost r our main character for today,,
Mine is Cocoa Cappuccino,, Hers Green Tea Cream....
First try for this both beverages from Starbucks,,
Mine one is okay,,but the green tea for her is ok but for me is not.....

Okay,,
Our next,, Sungai Wang,,
Found my lovely pants,, They just need RM10 each,,
Oppppzzzzz.....It's too cheap,,
I bought two in once time,,Hahaha....It's cheap!!!!!!!
Ahhhh!!!! Both of us have a Brownie too,,
Mine Brownie call Coco,, hers one currently is call Hippo,,
For future,, UNKNOWN!!!!!
UNI QLO,,
They got limited edition shirt for those Disney character,,
Like Donalduck, Mickey Mouse.....etc....
She want me bought one,,But.....Not in my plan....haha...
Before we left,, Went down to ground floor again,,
Bought my mum's Mother's Day gift,,
Because mum got ear hole ady,,
So I can buy ear accessories for her,,
Others reason is....Those earrings very very cute,,
Those stock r made from Korea,,
Even staffs also Korean,, haha....
I totally love this shop!!!!!! <3 p="">
While we on the way back home,,
We lost the way of the platform,,don't know 1 or 2,,
We go on to the monorail and I asked a guy in front of me,,
He is non-Malaysian and he is with his GF,,
But they also take the wrong way,,
Haha,,funny,,
Then we together get down from the train and went to the right platform,,
He is very kind and polite,,I like his attitude,,and thx for ur polite,,
Kam Sa Ha Mi Da.....

Reached KL central,,
It was a heavy rain,,
Both of us stay inside the chatime for awhile,,
Photo time,,haha....
Then we just leave KL central...

That's all for today,,
Happy Day....
Tomorrow is Mother's Day,,
Hope all Mummies of the world feel happy everyday....!!!!! [ love ]

Wednesday, May 07, 2014

Playless

今天也是无所事事了一整天,
但是我有负责载送我弟弟去补习,
也有帮我弟弟温习名句精华,
结果他没背完,我就帮他背完了,
强吧?
哈哈.....

星期六快点来吧,
约了Hippo出....
我真的很想出去了.....

晚上,差不多每个晚上,
我都用唱歌度过,
不然就听歌,
谁来拯救一下我.......
虽说要去骑脚车,
不过弟弟又有考试,
没人得空,
学院的朋友又住得很远,
现在这个时间全都在读书,
我看我独个儿在家闷算了,
让我自生自灭吧....

SeHun oppa 有 instagram 了!!!
哇哈哈哈哈.....
爽到我,开心死我!!!!
这个星期以来,
我最开心的时间就是看EXO的video,
昨天他们的新歌 Overdose 上瘾 终于出了,
凌晨的时候出的,
我真的是幸福到,
太兴奋了,
呼呼呼........开心啊....
XoXo

Tuesday, May 06, 2014

Home full/less??

在家,
用功的做着宅女,
才第二天就闷成这样,
悲哀....
我现在真的很想去上课,
不不不,确切的说,
不是想去上课,而是想要有东西做,
是想过要温习功课啦,
因为六月头就有大考,
但是我才考完final,
就让我放肆一下吧,
不过放肆归放肆,
我的放肆还真的是有够力的闷,
是,
虽然我这几天都碎碎念的说要去TS,
不过一想到交通问题我就闲,
再加上我真的真的很懒........

这几天看到朋友post一些orientation day的照片,
我也才意识到,
我已经是senior了,
一月份的时候还说" Eh!!! Got Junior woo, new students!!!"
完完全全没想过自己竟然变成senior了!!!!!!
哈哈,这几个月我在梦游吗?为什么五月了才意识到,
哎....又一个悲哀......

YeHet!!!!!
不懂我可不可以顺利的得到那杯 奖赏,
Starbuck!!!
依我的判断,好像很难,
因为我跟他的成绩都旗鼓相当,
哎哟........
悲哀啊!!!!!


Monday, May 05, 2014

Exam Survivor

Tao + SeHun= TaoHun
XOXO 
Short Sem break+ing....
Today is my first day holiday,,
I'm enjoying,,
Enjoy what???
Whole day stay with EXO video,,
The EXO's SHOWTIME variety program had ended,,
But I still keep watching it,,
Repeat and repeat,,
Didn't feel bored at all......
Favorite member is SeHun,,
Their maknae( youngest ),,
HuHu....
After SHINee,,
EXO is the group thatI love so much,,
Is because their songs r attract my heart at first,,
Not them,,
But now....hehe...who know in future??

This morning I just went to redo my IC,,
Ady past 18,,
But I should wait for 2 weeks,,
That day Vanessa redo just need one day,,
But at Sri Serdang need 2 weeks???
What the stupid system/service/machine!!!!!

I want go TS for shopping,,
Finally,,
I decide to go alone,,
No one free on weekday,,
I'm too free on weekday but not weekend,,
Even though this weekend still got dinner......
Whatever la.....

YeHet!!!! O Ho Rat!!!!!
Actually I hope can go sing k too,,
I had learn some chinese song this few day....
Wanna show out,,
YeHet!!!!!!

Sunday, May 04, 2014

让我撒撒娇吧!!!♡

我只能说,我真的病了,
考试的威力真是强,
一考完就让我病倒,
还是伤风,我的天,
每每一个喷嚏,
鼻涕直流,
我以前一直以为动漫里,
感冒一直打喷嚏是骗人的,
结果就让我验证了这并非虚假,
真的是鼻子大塞车,Traffic heavy jam....

我要去TS买裤子,
可是那只河马又不得空,除了六日啦,
不过我又只是想在weekday去,
星期六有时妈咪要出,
有人可以陪他,
而且我又有点懒惰走,哈哈....
我只有一个星期的假期,
所以weekday最好,
没人跟我抢逛街的路....
哇哈哈哈哈.....
其实,不只裤子
也想找件EXO logo的衣服,
嗯.....应该蛮贵的,
就算是翻版的......TT
逛街,想试试看自己一个人去逛,
虽然时常自己一个人去书局逛啦,
不过还没去逛过衣服,
这次应该是 独个儿 了吧....haha...

我最近好像是变了吧,
就算别人不说,我都可以察觉,
可能是跟到不同类的朋友的关系,
心情没有像去年那么陰黯,
确切的说,我的世界变了,
我有两个不同世界的朋友,
这边是这种步调,那边是另一种步调,
两边的我当然也不同,性格也有反差点,
在这里,我不会做一些我不曾做过的举动,
可是相反,在那里我会,
但是这里留着有属于我的风格,
我在这里所饰演的还是我,
只是不同的电视剧而已,
虽然我想把两边都统一,
但是面对不同的人类,
我还是办不到,所以我,
选择做回不同的我来保持自己的平衡....

在那里,我算是被照顾的那一方吧,
因为在他们眼里,我就好像傻傻的,
I dont care, 我也很开心,
好像多了很多 姐姐,不过说真的,
他们全都大我几个月,哈哈....
有姐姐的感觉很好,我很喜欢....
在这里,我算是照顾人?吧...
家中最老的,哈哈....
然候,中学那只咧,嗯......
虽然也有照顾过我啦,不过...
只要你正常的背包包出来,什么都好...><
其实说照顾,我并不讨厌啦,
只是还是像身为姐姐的工作,
久了也会累的,因为没人可以给我撒娇么?
可能吧,不过我最近学会了,
练习对象是我弟弟,
然候实习对象是 Ah Yi n Cai Teng,
近期我才学会吃飞吻,
哇哈哈哈哈......有人还说我很恐怖...TT
我只是向"超人归来"里的Haru学习而已,
( 韩国综艺节目 )
因为当时他们向我丢飞吻的时候傻了一下,
然候反射性的动作,突然想起嘛....
不过很好玩,哈哈....

我又来个半夜睡不着觉来谈心,
鼻子不同顺,怎样都不舒服,
希望今夜可以入眠....
An Nyeong...

Friday, May 02, 2014

Just an Exam

GDS exam,,
Everyone were less concentrate on it to revision,,
Bcos our text book just have 4 pages,,
And also sir got gave us those pages for exam,,
But,,
We took more time than others subjects to answer it,,
Haha.....
Luckily I got study my city code b4 the exam,,
If not,,
There will be a blank page ady,,
Thanks god...
This exam is more harder than other subjects,,
In class,,
We r using laptop to key in,,
But in reality test,,
Is too.....while I turned the page,,
I just "Shit!!!! City Code and...What's this???"
Really funny....

At the end of my sem 2,, and...
At the end of my final exam,,
I'm sick now,,
Flu....What the....!!!!!
Just want to start my holiday,,
Then,,
How can be like that?!!!!!!
Ewwww.....sad case....

Fear of Love

大半夜,,
我来这里透露秘密....
本人只是纯粹睡不着.....
最近发现自己有一个怪习惯,,
每次手机一震动,,
我就毫不犹豫的以为是你...
可能最近变亲了,,
习惯也就多了,,
给我想想啊....
以前,,
我好像也有这样的习惯....
嗯.....
不记得了....
也罢...
不过我想删除这种感觉,,
总觉得不自在,,
心里不舒服....
最近观察手机的次数也变多了,,
我不只是玩game还时不时去check一下line和wechat,,
坏习惯多,,
让我有点不知所措...

我到现在才明了,,
自己喜欢什么类型的人....
真的是顿悟啊....
而且我的喜好可能也跟家里的一堆男生有关联....
唉.....
在我现在的朋友圈里,,
时常腻在一起的就已经有2个是一对的了,,
有一个还有人concentrate着,,
缘份未到,,
什么事都是浮云.....
我看我还是跟Cai Teng和Ah Yi走算了,,
不过某个人的心也被人给偷走一大半了....
真的是....
我看着你注视着他的眼神,,
真的是看得我出神入化....
佩服我自己....
很想问你答案,,
可是我又怕并非此意...
好吧!!!
一场observation又要展开了,,
之前是姓张的,,
现在是姓X的,,
无心公开,, haha...
嗯.....
真的是有趣.....!!!!